kissesonrocks.

two in one.

2009-02-18T19:45:00.002+08:00

If i'm not here, take good care.
I might just be somewhere else, looking after you still.

On another note, i bet you won't even care.

my valentine's day shits.

2009-02-15T13:12:00.003+08:00

Everything has to end up unpredictably. I don't know what else i could hold on to. True, i could not just look inside of it, i must find a way out. Out of this misery and obviously, out of Bedok Green. I felt like running away but running doesn't solve problems. Moreover, i'm going through the most critical year, O's. I'm trying my best not to get things mixed up and affect my studies but you don't give a shit. You're making my life worse than ever. Having thought that i cherish you the most, it hurts more inside than you can ever think. Thank you for leaving a huge scar in my heart, never i thought you would, but we're both hurt. Let time heal everything since words could just kill me even more.

Look on the brighter side, i bought a new watch [:
That is, to cheer myself up.
Getting two bad news at the same day is upsetting
therefore, buying stuffs helps abit.
And oh, im beginning to have friends during tuition. Okay, woah.
I even receive two Ferrero from a stranger in Saturday's tuition.
At least they are friendly, better than having enemies right ?

Anws, i'm going to johor AGAIN later. I've been going every week.
Hopefully Sufi had bought that identical bag that we both have, for Amirah. Since me and Sufi have the same bag, people thought we're together. -.-
We're are gonna be triplets. Haha, funny shit.
I'm so gonna miss my secondary school friends eh.
Tsk, i wonder where my primary school friends had gone to.

Much loves, Athirah (Y)

Valentines boy.

2009-02-13T16:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's / Friendship Day (Y) !
The most enjoyable day, so far this year.

And gosh, i'm embarrassed like hell from just now's incident.
Ahh, paisehpaiseh. *slaps face* Tsk.
(That's what i always do if i feel paiseh in school [: )

hatreds all the way.

2009-02-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

I hate you.
I hate everything about you.

But why do i kept thinking about you still,
when everything is proven right in front of my bare eyes ?

Tsk.

You're back

2009-02-08T16:34:00.002+08:00

Shocking, wishes do come true.

I was relieved that you're alright.
I'm glad to be able to talk to you.
Now i hope you get well soon alright.
[:

return back, i've taken it all back too.

2009-02-07T10:49:00.002+08:00

I wish, at least, to hear about you.
I wish, at least, to talk to you.
I wish, at least, to know that you're alright.
And i wish, at least, for my wishes to come true.
(Y)

Retrieving the lost and found.

2009-02-05T17:35:00.007+08:00

There are numerous stories to tell, things to share.
But i don't know where and how to start.

"If words can feel and tell, i know they felt the same way."
Firstly,
i felt guilty for telling you off though i think you meant well.
Secondly,
i wondered if you're angry with me because of it.
Thirdly,
i wonder what happened to you, not seeing you at all.
Fourth,
i really want to apologise to you for everything.
And lastly,
i want things to be like last time, i really do ):

I tried being nice, i tried to control my emotions.
But things end up the way it wasn't supposed to be, like we, being strangers.
Maybe its just not meant to be, right ? Yea, should be.
Whatever it is, i'm just here. You know where i am or how to get me.

Homeworks and tests are really exhausting. Three tests in a day is insane.
Mother tongue (CT) , Biology and Chemistry.
I screwed ALL of them, terribly. So much for studying and trying to change.

Teachers are giving us hard times yet nothing changed.
Oh well, what's the use then right ? Gosh, how irritating.
They should go to courses to learn how to treat students better.
Tsk D:

I'm really tired and really exhausted.
I really am, after all the trouble thinking of you.
Do you even know ? No, you don't.
Great, just great.

Ps, i don't know whether i should be on hiatus or not.
Maybe not but i won't update often though yea.

i want 5 colours on my hair.

2009-01-28T17:48:00.005+08:00

Though spending my time with my two cousins and Puts was worth it,
i miss it already. And we watched Bride Wars ! [:
Yesterday, myself and Puts were busy studying for the 3 upcoming test but,
none of the tests was conducted in the end! Tsk D:
Since it was postponed, i shall put in more effort in studying eh. Heh.

Thanks for all the encouragement and sympathy, much appreciated.
Mostly, thanks for all the comfort. Even from some other people.
Its so unexpected of you guys. Aww, (Y)

edited ; maybe i like you the way you are [:

unexpectedly true.

2009-01-25T21:29:00.003+08:00

Why…did I have to fall in love with you?
When I know without you I can’t function no more.
And you, you’ll never look at me the same
You know it’s really drivin’ me insane
When I know without you I can’t function.

I'm superbly bored, no words can express what i'm practically feeling now.
Including the fear of not having my notes to study for chemistry test this coming wednesday.
But i wanna thank Puts (Putera) for being so helpful and agreed to meet me on Tuesday. Hah, never would i thought things like this will happen.
It shows, nothing can ruin a friendship and a bond between classmates [:

Frankly, i feel rather lonely.
For the fact now i don't have anyone else to lean on except for
Foursome & Mr Evil.
Though the feelings is just not the same anymore,
something makes it even sadder.
Its just three more days to that special day.
Let's just conclude 28 is just a normal number/ day in my life.

Of course there would still be memories lingering in my mind.
But i guess i won't let it flung my O's.
It's too risky D:

Everything felt right.

2009-01-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

Maybe there's something behind everything that is happening now.
God showed me the correct path since the troubles i've had.
I'm just cruel to do that, but it's not what i wanted.
Its you.

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I'll just move on like i usually do.
Love is just something i can't probably be bothered with anymore.
(V)

every littlest things.

2009-01-24T18:25:00.001+08:00

You've got me addicted all of the sudden.
That very first song, what does it mean ?

tell me why.

2009-01-22T20:13:00.006+08:00

It's for the best i know it is but I see you
Sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside.

You cross my mind, made a beat to my heart.
(V)

with sweetness included.

2009-01-21T21:26:00.001+08:00

I've no time for life cause time does not wait for me.

(Y)

Too little too late

2009-01-09T18:18:00.003+08:00

It could have been you being in his position once in the past but i'm afraid now you could not anymore. You were once the person i dreamt to be with all along but when you come back now instead, im sorry but its a little too late for everything.

You, and always you.

2009-01-08T18:44:00.007+08:00

Only if i can just capture that incident, i would. Why did you, i never thought you would. You were the colours of my life but now,you're fading turning into black and white.Let fate decide whatever that's gonna happen cause i have no words to describe your actions, that just torn me into pieces.

I feel sad.

2009-01-07T19:52:00.003+08:00

Sadness is what i actually felt.
Why can't the world be simpler like ABC.
And why do you give me stares with some unknown electricity.
I wanna get my facts right before everything crashes again.

Start of the new beginnings.

2008-12-31T19:58:00.003+08:00

2008's gonna end and it left me with memories of the ups and downs i had in this year. Thus 2009's gonna allow me to make new ones. The fear of 2009 is beginning to kill me slowly. No more fun, no more hanging out and especially, no more computers, blogs, chats nor internet.

I'm gonna miss the freedom i had this year and the previous but i ain't gonna let history repeat itself. I'm not gonna slack again like i did in secondary 2 where i flung my streaming. Hopefully i would stay focus on my O's in which everyone kept reminding me about.

O's is scaring me to bits. I'm afraid to disappoint the people who put enormous hope in me. Thus i shall start by doing all my homeworks alone. Which means, no more copying. But make it an exception for holiday homeworks. I hate doing them. I shall pay full attention in class instead of day dreaming. I shall ask friends for help to clear my doubts. And of course, revise everyday before going to sleep. I shall continue the habit of reading to improve my language.
Oh, and i seriously need to get my sciences' marks upupandawayy.

For now, i better get my history finished up so that every homework will be complete except Maths.
I seriously need help in that. I totally forgot everything from A-Z.
And i need to wrap up my books but i'm fvcking lazy uh.

Anws, i bought a new bag for school yesterday although last year's bag is still in good condition.
I can't help it, i need new things for the new year. D:
But sadly it's not black in colour. Instead its blue and cream - checkered.
Well, i don't think it'll last anyway. :P

I better get back to doing history and wrapping my books.
Goodbye 2008, i'm gonna miss you alot.

blastful chalet.

2008-12-30T15:19:00.007+08:00

I'm back after a whole two days of fun. I had a family chalet on Sunday. And surprisingly it was an absolute blast. I wasn't really looking forward to it because some far cousins of mine together with their family are coming also and i don't even know some of their names.
So yea, i really thought i could not get along well with them.I ain't a friendly kinda person you know. D: What more, we all meet one another only on Hari Raya and we don't even talk. Hah.

Reached pasir ris park around 11+ am and we headed to a spot where everything was already set up by my so called far cousins families.
First thing, we had games. We all were seperated into 2 groups.One green, one orange. I belonged to the green one and i was being seperated from my cousin (!) How disappointing.

Obviously some far cousins of mine were in my team and yea, i had to get along with them right ? But i acted being the quite little mouse. -.-
I didn't dared to talk lah, basically. So the first game was Dog and Bone.

Before i come to that, i have to explain this so you would kinda understand some parts of the continuation.
One of my far cousin name is Farhan. He was in the orange team.
I had no idea why but my family (which include my uncles, aunts, cousins) and so on would just loooove to disturb me with this guy.
The wierd thing is, his family (which include my uncles, aunts, cousins) would also disturb him with me.
Its like a match make thing going on. I'm still as clueless as ever.
We've been disturbed since we're like 10 yrs old ? I don't remember but i know it will always be on Hari Raya.

Back to the previous story, we had Dog and Bone game and omg, its quite like a sway thing for me.
The number which i was appointed to was 7 and when my number was called, guess who is the other 7 in the orange team ? Yes, its Farhan. Like OMG, everyone was like .. ' eh, fated seh!' and it goes on and on till the day was over.
And the worst thing is, he caught the thing in the middle first so it means that i had to chase after him right ?
So when i did chase after him to tapped on his shoulder, i accidentally tapped so hard that he fell on the ground. -.- How clumsy can i get ? Gosh. Yet in the end, Green team won !

We continued to the second game which is Telematch.
First we had to play chapteh and keep it in the air for 3 times, then pick up a small balloon with our mouth in a pile of flour and turn in circle for 3 times. Keeping it short, i didn't participate in this cause i just hate flour.
Even worse when it enters my mouth. Its makes me vomit ): So i back-ed out. Yet again, its a draw !

Third game got something to do with balloons.
Its tied around our waist and we had to pop the other team's balloon but keeping ours alive.
But the orange team's balloon never last cause the green people keep bursting theirs so ..
GREEN TEAM WON AGAIN ! :D

The last game is Water Bomb.
And agaaain, i had to be in the same situation as dog and bone except that we weren't alone. There is another 2 people joining us and yea, i smash one balloon on Hanis (one of my far cousin) till her shirt was wet. Sorry eh !
And green team won yet again and again and again.
Looks like GREEN TEAM DOMINATED THE WHOLE GAME ACTIVIES YEA ! [:

After all that, we had lunch break. Ate and all but the fun doesn't stop.
We then had Captain's ball. It has been loooooong since i last played Netball thus i'm fvcking excited.
But in this game we weren't in the green and orange teams
so yea, we were all back to cousin-and-cousin teams.
And yes again, we kinda dominated the whole match. And they found out i'm a netballer.
Things get worse as Hanis and Nana wanted me in their team and i was burden with responsibilities.
Haahhah. I was seriously exhausted after everything.

After that we all pack up to go to the Chalet for Bbq ! It was funnnnnn. I ate alot and i'm getting fat.
It all ended around 12+ at night and i slept over at the chalet while my parents went home.
The next day we went to the swimming pool at around 9 am. We swam and swam alot.
We went for breakfast at Macdonalds and we headed for WildwildWet ! Till around 4pm.
Headed back to chalet and wash up. Went to e-hub to buy some food and i bought 2 more clothes :D
It makes a total of 5 clothes in a week. I'm seriously broke nowww.

We had bbq again at night which lasted till 11pm and my family headed back home.
Finally i get to use the computer but i ain't in the best condition for school yet.
I'm having a very bad shoulder ache and my wrist hurt. It's all thanks to captain's ball.
AND, i had sunburn on my nose. -.- I have a red nose and dark skin now. D:

Its a long post yea, so now pictures. I only have some the rest are still with my cousins. But sadly we didn't take pictures for the games and beach part. Only had the bbq part though )):

more pictures than words, not really.

2008-12-26T17:58:00.016+08:00

Alright, basically i just got the pictures for a tour i went with my aunt and cousins few weeks ago.
Therefore i decided to update on it, but i dont remember the facts so more pictures than words perhaps ?

First stop, Raffles Museum (!)
I swear the animals looked so real. And some are not in show cases. Sumpah real.

Second stop, Hortpark (!)
It has nice scenery and environmentally friendly.

Third stop, Mount Faber (!)
Steep mountains but still, fun.

Last and final stop, Vivo City (!)

The end [:

I'll continue for today's post.

I went to school to buy school books and went there by taxi since i don't wanna go in through gate cause i was afraid that i might get scolded or even not allowed in since i'm not wearing school uniform. Lol, lazy lah wanna iron and all. So reach there and went to the canteen to see if they sell socks but instead, i saw a group of soccer guys. Since the lights in the canteen were switched off, i can't see properly as it was dark uh. I ignored the peopos and went out to queue for the books. Soon, a few guys came out of the canteen and guess who one of them was .. Husnee ! Hahaha, funny shit. I just complained yesterday that i miss those people i used to communicate with last time and dang, i saw him today. Hahahaa. I didn't bother to turned to them nor say hi. After queuing up and was served by Jing Hong for the books, went to buy socks and pe shorts. And i saw Raymond. Said hi and then we (me, my sis and my mum) headed to Expo for the Metro Sale (!!!!!!)

edited/
i forgot that i met SYAFIQAH SULAIMAN at the school gate when i was otw out. Hahahha, she wear school uniform. Chey, semangat ah Syaf. :D And oh, you cut your hair again !!!*

The sale was okay lah. Alot of people here and there and i got a slight headache there cause i hadn't had by breakfast yet but that doesn't stop me from buying stuffs, hah. I bought 2 dresses and it costs me $18.80. And i had to use my own money since i just got my pay and my uncle gave me some money since he got bonus. So yea, there goes my money, flyflyawayyyyy. Imma happy person today, still okay ^^ Then we went to Burger King to eat and then to Starhub at Tampines mall. My mum paid some stuff there and we clashed with Shazrul's family. My mum chat with them for a while and headed to Popular to buy school books and then to Ntuc to buy kitchen stuff.

Otw out of Ntuc i saw one of my kindergarten friend's father. -.- dont ask me why i knew him. Then i was talking non stop about Faiz (my kindergarten friend) and dang, he was infront of me. Hahahha, my mum was like .. ' eh, panjang umur dier'. Paiseh seh aku. So yea, had a small chat with his family since my mum know his mum and oh, he is still the same height as me :D But good achievement cause he used to be really short among the rest. Still as cute as ever lah kan. So then we went home sweet home.

I'm tired of posting already so i'll stop here okay.
Goodnight peoposs. (aka, people.)

they fear none.

2008-12-22T12:32:00.002+08:00

Avramovic thanked the 48,411 fans who came to witness the Lions and countless others who caught the game on TV.“I apologise to the fans that came to watch the game. I am sorry that they were not able to witness a win but the fans can’t complain as they know that the players tried their best and didn’t achieve the target of reaching the finals."

Basically i was one of the fans that went to the stadium with high hopes and dreams, huge enthusiasm and obviously, the thought of them going to the finals but instead, i went home with super huge disappointments. Yet, it doesn't mean i didn't have fun with my babes, cousins and love. This is my first time thus the most memorable one indeed. I stepped in the stadium, feeling the spirit as one. No words can really express the feeling of it but the bond of all Singaporeans is really amazing. We think and feel the same way at that point of time. The crowds soon filled the whole stadium and with the 3 super funny people seating behind us, it really made it exciting. I didn't regret going at all. It was a once in a life time experience and i guess, i wont want to miss another chance of going there again, maybe in 2 years time ? Losing my voice is kinda worth it.

But being me, is hard. I ain't a positive thinker thus i don't get over things easily. I'm still as sad as ever and i basically can't bloody accept the fact yet. I just feel that we had the chance but luck was seriously against us. Including the kayu referee. Well thats part of football, both teams can't win, someone has to win and the other has to lose. But still, i'm equally proud as i'm able to witness the enthusiasm of each of the singapore players with us supporting them all the way - through winning and losing as well. I can't help it but to dwell on it so much.

Nor Alam Shah has huge capabilities, Ridhwan has superb running stamina. Indra has the magic touch, so does Khairul Amri. Agu and Alexandra Duric are the amazing strikers. Jia Yi has the team spirit and Daniel benett has the most remarkable defence together with Precious and Baihakki. Lionel Lewis has the characteristic as the best goalkeeper, Mustafiq has make things be in place and make it work. Noh Rahman is another player with indescribable defence skills, Shahril Ishak played to his best all the time. John Wilkinson make huge changes and open chances. And together with Isa Halim, Fazrul Nawwas, Ismail Yunos, Jumaat Jantan and obviously, the rest of the team including the coach, they make a superb team and will always be the number one team for Singapore. They did their best and they will always have my ultimate support.

I'm a huge Singapore fan, now and forever.

Love, Athirah Syazana.

Foursome day out !

2008-12-19T20:05:00.010+08:00

Hello sunshine [:

Since i've promised in the previous post, i shall update on the foursome's day out last tuesday.

Actually i could not make it on that day since i had to clean up my room because the new cupboard is coming but after cleaning up everything in a flash, i was finally approved to go and meet the foursome (!) I quickly changed and make my way to Tampines Interchange and met Ayu, Fer and Syaf. Not forgetting, Aan. First time seeing him though :D I really do miss them soo much. Like finally i can go out gitu eh, heh. So we make our way to Century Square foodcourt and ate. Aan left and then we went to the library. Used fer's laptop for a while and next stop, Sunplaza Park (!!!) I miss going there and play with the swing. We camwhored there and about 7.30pm we headed back home. Okay, i know people want to see pictures only kan. -.-

I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove them (!!!!!!!) [:

Alright, so today is the 19th of December ..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, DANIEL (!)
baru fifteen ehhhh. heh (:

Till then, toodles.

foursome day out !

2008-12-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

I promise a proper post tomorrow [:

livejournal !

2008-12-18T21:04:00.001+08:00

FOR MY PREVIOUS POSTS, VIEW MY LIVEJOURNAL (!)
:B

it went the totally wrong way.

2008-06-09T21:10:00.005+08:00

Alright, i wasn't actually allowed to use the comp as a matter of fact.
But, i don't give a damn eventually.
It has been a looooooooong time since i really updated.
And i've been so lost in people's blog post since i didn't manage to read it for quite some time.

I know new stuff like, 2/2 is making a new class tee and armbands.
Okay, i agree with both cause last year class tee was huge and i hate to wear it.
Jia hui send me the design they were making and it was okay.
( grinning superbly wide to ayu.)
We made a deal and okay, i accept it. We both make it.
But i will back out sooner or later eh? Can uh like that~

So yea, expect the unexpected.
Everything is the same, from last time till now.
Never ever learn. I'm sick and tired of all this.
Aren't you ? Ass.

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what went wrong was your fault. you start it, i have to end it.
woah, i'm in the middle of friends and you. f-great.
just the spot i really want to be in, NOT.
stop the f-crap and they said, one last chance or not, over.
maybe i had enough but some part of me says, one more chance.
argh, it all came back in a blink of an eye.
hate it, love it. sucks.

a year has passed, fast.

2008-06-04T14:11:00.002+08:00

"When the time is right, i'll be back on track."

:D

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what's 26 days after today? ohwells.

birthday partyy!

2008-05-13T21:02:00.004+08:00

9th May 2008.

It was a blast although Ayu and I came like, later than everyone else. Okay, we were so 'kan-chiong' lah kann. Hahaha. When we reached, they were all starting to run around. We were clueless but when zihan told us to run, we just ran and followed Syaf's group. Anddd it was an amazing race kinda game. Swear, i sweat like crazy after all that running and stuff.

We ate and have fun while the scenery there was like, -.- . Guys playing soccer while looking at us have a fun time listening to songs and stuffing ourselves with food. Like woah. Err, i think i'm talking craps. Alrightttttt, so. Overall I had a veryveryvery good time exclusing the double or triple dare game. Thank god it's cancelled huh :D Okay, pictures! This are only some, more are being edited.

13th May 2008.

Happy belated birthday to Farhan! (:
& Happy birthday to Hasjmy! :D
Alright, i didn't attend school today and i found out that during Mother tongue lessons they had to sing solo. One by one. Okay, seriously. Thank god, i didn't come to school today. YAY! [: Hahahaa. Lovelovelove~
I'm crazy already. Bye.

exams - over!

2008-05-08T21:54:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL ! :D

It has almost been 3 weeks plus since i last updated.You know, concentrating on the mid year examinations and i'm sooo glad that it's finally OVER.I'm finally free at last to do whatever i want but there's more to come like, results ?Right, results are the worst and it makes my life even more miserable, thank you.

I realise now that i'm spending less time together with friends excluding Ayu, Fer and Syaf cause i hang out with them almost everyday. For example, just now. Thought of going to Safra, but after being left by FERDAUS and no one's at home and whatever stuff that does not allow me to go, i stayed at home and have been staring at the computer for the past hours. It unfair when you're just not allowed to have fun with the others right ?

But heck, i'm going to Zihan's birthday party tomorrow and i'm going to cut my hair first before that. How if i look terrible after cutting my hair tmr ? I'm not going to the party, that is. So yea, it depends. Okay so, the exam papers are quite okay except for Bio, Maths and POA. Biology was practically the worse, i think. I stared at the paper more than i spend time doing it. I'm going to fail it, for sure. Next week getting back our Malay papers like cikgu said and i don't think i'll even get a B. Fine, whatever. Shall not talk about it then.

So.. I've finally updated after much persuasions. And i don't know what else to say now.
Alright, i'll update more tomorrow or something.
Goodbye (:

misses.

2008-04-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

i miss something.

i miss someone.

i miss everything.

i miss the fun.

i miss the laughter.

i miss the smile.

i just .. miss it.

song.

2008-04-13T14:15:00.001+08:00

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang
betapa ku sayang padamu..
Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya..
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku
kasih dan sayang kini tiada..
pilunya di hatiku..

Kini kau berubah..
kau tak seperti dulu..
Mengapa sayangku mengapa
engkau jadi begini..
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
kerana cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya..
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan..
Engkau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi sayang..

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina..?
jikalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku..
Janganlah engkau menyiksai aku..
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku..
Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu....
kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu..
Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa..
kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku..

Kini airmata pun mula mengalir..
Engkau masih belum berubah.. engkau tetap sama..
Kini aku meminta maaf kerana hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu sayang..
Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku.. pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi...

mr hawt is oh so hot.

2008-04-10T21:18:00.005+08:00

8 days of not posting, school has been filling up my free time, that's why.
School is seriously havoc and confusing lately.
Tests are ruining every single minutes of my life and surprisingly i passed my POA test for the first time.
Hahaaa, but yea, the scores are not that good at all though. Well at least, i pass thank you.

Napfa test is among one of the last things i wish to do in life but i was forced to do it yesterday.
I superduper hate Napfa test can ? I suck at it especially 2.4km run.
My standing broad jump is terrible but thanks to Aliya & Fer including Nadiah & Shahirah as well, i pass!
Lollums. Okay, they sacrificed their lunch to teach me how to jump. Thank you eh!
Sit and reach was another one. Fyi, i can't reach my toes. As in, i can't stretch that far. But still, i pass again.
Hahaa, lucky.

So what if i suck at Napfa test ? So what if i'm not as fit as you are ?
So what if you pass and i failed? As if you're that great, huh ? Argh.

Thanks to Napfa test, my whole body is aching. Credits to the incline pull up specifically.
My arms, my legs and my shoulders. In pain lah okay.
So, that would be my excuse for not continuing this post alright ?
I'll post tomorrow after i come back from Brilliante [:

Goodnight, goodbye.

2008-04-02T19:59:00.003+08:00

I must be lying if i say i didn't miss you.
In fact, yes. I reallyreally do.
):

300607.
On the other hand, i wonder why i still have this feeling.
Whenever you pass, i never fail to see.
Has been months since we last talk.
I try not to, but there's nothing i can do.
I don't want to clash or do anything that has got to do with you, trust me.
But in the end, the feeling just never go away.
Stop haunting me in my dreams.
Cause it will never work again and the reason you gave was just unacceptable.
I want things to be like last time, us being friends but yea, you know i know, it may never happen.
Sadly, you seemed to be a stranger that i've never known before.

birthdays.

2008-03-31T21:34:00.004+08:00

Okay, i'm bloody lazy to update and too stupid to fail maths test. Therefore i just say this ;

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO EDGAR TEO [:
(pssst, he's my sister since he calls me brother. -.-')

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CIKGU ABIDAH :D
Hope you liked the surprise party 3/4 has made especially for you!

haunting in my dreams.

2008-03-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

When you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me.
♥

Hello [:

Although i didn't want to turn up for madrasah today, i still did. But Syaf didn't. Thought maybe she might be late or something but in the end, she didn't turn up. And for the first time for the past weeks, i'm early for madrasah. I'm always late for it and eventually miss the first 30 minutes of lesson. Hahaha :D Okay so, i sat alone in class as neither Syaf, Faizah nor Aimi came. But thank god, Aimi still came and i'm not alone. Had a super fun time chit chatting with Aimi and talking about her boyfriend and gang. Well, we watched movie called The Messenger for the whole 2 periods and while watching i did my English homework. How cool, the teacher didn't even say a thing. And also while doing homework, Aimi talked about her and her bf's gang went to OCH at night and one of their friends brought along Al-Quran and read Yasin along the way. Lollums, funny lah okay. Dah takut pun nak pegi jugak. -.-'

So then we did some work that the teacher asked us to. And whateverwhatever, madrasah ended. Went to interchange and headed to the library to return the book and i borrowed another. Hahahaaaaa, i'm addicted to love books. And then went home.

Lets see, i've finshed my English composition but halfway through my maths and chemistry. I have to rush and do my POA in the morning. And yea, thats about it. The book i borrowed from the library is the same as Fer's. I'm just tempted to read on the story though. I have no idea why. So, i'm chatting with Ferdaus and Daniel now. I'm like singing songs to Fer with the intention to keep her company since she lied to me that Khairul Amri is online. She said that so that i would chat with her. Ass right ? I really thought she added Khairul Amri in msn. Dengs. Okay, i'm bloody bored.

Goodbye and goodnight (:

netball.

2008-03-30T13:23:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i miss netball ):
Nevermind, i shall play with the others tomorrow since the seniors are coming.
But i kinda forgot how to play it though. Steppings and stuff, shit.
Whatever, all i know now is that i have to go to madrasah.
Argh, till then. Goodbye [:

reminders.

2008-03-29T14:58:00.003+08:00

Saturday's are boring unless i can go out and have fun which is rather impossible now.
All i can think about now is, homeworks. There are ALOT of homeworks, seriously.
And most are due on Monday. I can't do anything else since i've finished reading my library book.
I wish my house is a library sometimes. And i wish i can buy more storybooks and not borrow from the library.
Impossible, again. Okay, i shouldn't have finished up the storybook to soon. Damn. But the book is fun though.
Hahaha :D

Let's see what homeworks i have ;

English composition on Animal Abuse / halfway done.

Maths textbook questions. /halfway done.

POA textbook questions. / not going to do.

Chemistry equation worksheets. /halfway done.

Geography newspaper articles. / due on Wednesday therefore, not going to do now.

Elective history workbook. / due on Wednesday therefore, not going to bother about it.

Biology tys. / due on Thursday.

There's alot right. Ohmygod, i'm going to die.
I'm gonna finish the halfway done homeworks as soon as i come back from the kenduri, i hope.
Well, till then and have a nice day [:

two months.

2008-03-28T20:46:00.004+08:00

Do you expect me to live alone with just me.
Cause my world revolves around you.
♥

Alright, hello [:

Time flies and all i know, its already Friday. I can conclude that every Friday is Humanities day because there's like Elect. History and Social studies in the same day and it's one after another. Therefore, i'm gonna see Mr Azahar's face twice every Friday. So, assembly was kinda different today because of the softball apology thing. I sympathize them cause some of them looked really innocent somehow especially one of them. Not going to name who though. Steph cried during Amir's turn. Aww, cheer up Steph! But he was really funny with the gagap-ness. Lollums, no offence. Then council had meeting and i thought it was spot check on attire. I pulled my socks fucking high lah okay. But eventually, Mrs Teo just talked to us about the Sec 1 complaining that we were too fierce and not friendly to them. Oh please, you guys always never bring that stupid name tag and expect us to be friendly and not scold ? Get a life lah. Irritating juniors. Okay maybe just some of them only but the rest were just perfect. High socks and name tag. How obedient. Sarcastic much ?

Interaction period was shocking like shit. My expected grade is B3. And i saw my Maths expected grade, i was shocked nak mampos till i wanted to fall down. I almost tripped on Zihan's bag. They expect me to get an A1 for Maths when i didn't even pass my common test ?! Like whatthehell. A2 for Malay and Geography. The rest were B3 including POA. I don't think i can achieve it. Never ever. So its better if i just forget about it. It won't work.

Second period was Biology and its boring. Really boring perhaps. Managed to pay attention at some parts of the lesson. Being a good student, i copied notes but didn't understand what i copied anyway. Lesson ended and went for Elective History. Didn't do anything except filing and my papers are already filed in properly so nothing to worry about. We just sat and chit chat with Puts and Jeremy. We called Putera as Puts cause it sounds cuter. Hahahah :D And that Puts finished up my mentos. -.-' I buy it and i only get to eat 2 of it. The rest were eaten by the others. How great. Well, nevermind since i'm so kind. I bought Peach Tea and mentos almost everyday this week. Lollums, sugar rush. I still dont understand what that means. Oh whatever.

Next was recess and thought of eating but since Ayu said eat after school, i followed her and sat at the normal place. Read my storybook that i borrowed from the library yesterday. Then had to assemble at parade square and after that got scolded from council excos. I got shame lah, dont anyhow say can ? Argh, mind your words if you wanna scold us. I dont care of getting scolded or whatever shit but the words, just too much. From last time, till now we were always bullied by the seniors and also the ones who are in the same level as us. When is it our turn to speak up ? This is what you call fair ? If you were to take actions on us and scold us even more, i'm gonna take off that badge and quit. I had enough of scoldings although we weren't at fault. Okay, i don't wish to continue.

Social studies after recess and when i came back to class, Amirah passed me something. Shocked, yes. Delighted, yes. Thank you for the chocolates, ♥ . Okay so, did workbook and the Sri Lanka thing. I don't know why we have to do that reflection even. Skipskipskip, time for Mother Tongue. Did Journal and article pair work. While doing that theres a sec 4 chinese guy outside the room in the library. Akbar commented in malay that he's teeth looks like bugs bunny and when he was about to go off, he told akbar to watch out. Sufi, Puts and me was like mampos kau. Then Akbar face changed and he was reallyreally scared to death lah okay. He even said that he wanted to transfer school. Me and Ayu were like, eh chill ah. takkan pasal tu kau nak tukar sekolah. Seriously he was damn scared. Puts and Sufi tried to calm him down but they didnt succeed though. Soon Zihan and Aliya knew about it and their reactions were funny. Aliya laughed non-stop and we conclude that Akbar carik pasal. Haiyo. Lesson ended, me and Ayu went out and saw that guy with his group waiting outside the library. I bet they're waiting for Akbar so we ran back inside and told Akbar. Puts and Sufi were scared too and we decided to tell Cikgu. The whole class soon knew about it and Cikgu protected Akbar. Shafiq M also tried to talk things out with that guy like acting as a hero like that lah. Funny sia. Then, he said somethingsomething and we all just walk off. Shafiq became Akbar's bodyguard for that time onwards and hopefully Akbar wont go along with his stupid idea of transferring school.

That incident really scares me to death also actually. I don't know why but i don't like seeing my friends get hurt. I don't care whether its a guy or girl but i just care and don't wish they got all beaten up or anything. So, after school ate with Ayu and then waited till she finish her project and went home. People were surprised i reached home early. Hahaha, thats funny. Okay, homeworks are piling up drastically. All due on Monday and i don't think i'm doing it anyway. Lollums. I will do Maths, English, Chemistry but not POA.

Okay, till then. Goodnight people (:

hated.

2008-03-28T18:23:00.001+08:00

Last time, its considered as an old story.
I don't understand why you still care to read and disturb me about it.
Fine, whatever.

Khairul Amri is ♥

2008-03-26T21:36:00.003+08:00

Singapore vs Lebanon.
2-0

Omg ! Singapore won Lebanon by 2-0 and i'm darn happy because..
I got to see KHAIRUL AMRI ! :D but, he was in his yellow/orange boots instead.
Well, who cares just as long as he plays and i'm happy [:

In the first half, i wasn't that interested because Khairul Amri wasn't playing except for another hawt player, Lionel Lewis. He's super good at saving the goals can ? Just so awesome. Then in the second half, i was freaking excited when i saw Khairul Amri playing lah. I couldn't even concentrate on my homework. He wasn't playing that good though. He looked like he doesn't have the stamina but still, effing hot. AND, Shahril Ishak came in the second half too! Ohmygod, i'm seriously over excited and begin shouting like one mad person in the room alone. They played really well together with JiaYi. He's passes were so good and accurate. Okay, i talk like macam paham only but yea, i love to watch them play. The first goal was scored by someone ( i don't know who to spell his name) and the second was by Fazrul Nawas. Aww, Syaf must be very happy about it. Hahah (:

Finally i got to see Khairul Amri & Shahril Ishak play and i hope to see more soon. I'm just bloody obsessed right now.

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Okayokay, obsessions. I love the way he plays, his boots and everything that has got to do with him. Fullstop [: Till then, i'm obsessed with Khairul Amri, goodnight everyone!

Lorong 34.

2008-03-26T18:09:00.004+08:00

Hello, i can conclude that suddenly i miss Khairul Amri ):
It has been a long time since i last saw him play soccer with his blue soccer boots, really. Sighs.
(Daniel told me that there's a soccer match on tv later at 7+. Well, who knows maybe Khairul Amri's playing :D )

Anyway, school is extra long today. I just felt like its long, very long. I think its because of boring lessons i'm supposed to attend and oh, the history presentation. Boring to the max lah okay! Just felt like dozing off like Amirah did. So, let's begin from assembly to the end of the day.

First was Common test. Eventually it was Maths and i think i'm gonna fail it again. I was too concentrating on it that i didn't even realise Ayu ran past my class cause of something that happened to her. Wow, i didn't know that i was THAT focus on the paper. But still, i find the paper hard and that stupid property i have no idea what i wrote. Fine, whatever. PE next and i really really hate 2.4 km run. We did the 3 sets of stretching stuff and then had to run 2 rounds around the school. I'm like half dead while running the first round. What the hell. Timing is really terrible. 10 mins for 2 rounds. How cool, not. My heart/ chest hurts when i run so, what does it mean ? I don't know myself. -.-' Argh, sucks.

Mother tongue! Did karangan diskriptif again. Mine is full of emotion that doesn't seem to make sense but yea, i just did and hand it up. Went for recess after that and that's when i know what happened to Ayu during common test. Then, blahblahblah. Had Elect. History and obviously had to go to the 4th level, commerce room. The back of my leg hurts like it had been stretched. Thanks to PE lah, dengs. During history we did powerpoint presentation and thank god, our turn would be on Friday but its terrible. Teachers expect more from us which is like, ' oh shit? ' Oh whatever. I don't care. History is like 2 freaking periods and i wanna doze off. Another 2 periods of POA next and you can imagine, how dead i am. But i decided to keep myself awake by scribbling in my foolscap. Hahaha (:

I scribbled Khairul Amri's name and more stuff. Well only Amirah, Sufi, Aliya & Akbar had read it. Jeremy took my foolscap and started to read it. Dengs. But he could only read half of it. So kpo lah that Jeremy. Anyway, that was after Geog that they all started to read. We had a fun time writing craps. Like, lorong34thatmrtantoldme and Puterakembangcikgupuji. Hahaha, really. Mr Ng puji putera because of his POA file andand Mr Ng told us to pull up our socks. He actually meant that we should buck up but we thought he really told us to pull up our socks. Lollums. Mr Tan taught me about lorong 34 and guys are professional in making bras. And about ripcurl which kinda reminds me of you-know-who's bag. Every single thing that happen i wrote it in my foolscap. Even when Sufi acted like Michael Jackson with the 'Ow' sound. Ewww~ Aliya wrote you-know-who's name on my table using my penknife. Like omg. I quickly scrape it off my table. Whatthehell. There's many more that i wrote but im lazy to type it all out.

Well, i better start my english homework now before someone nags at me. Shit, there's Bio test tomorrow.
Till then, goodbye.

one of the worse days.

2008-03-25T19:01:00.004+08:00

"Walau kian hanya berteman, seribu kenangan. Bagi ku terlalu indah, setiap detik bersama."

Hello earthlings [:

Tuesday, tuesday. Let's see, i think today is alright. Not that bad, not that good. Just perfect for a pathetic schooling day. Assembly in the morning and oh before reaching school, Amirah and myself went to the mama shop just to buy newspapers. I mean, i bought newspapers which costs 80 cents and its bloody thick just because i didn't cut a newspaper article for english. I was afraid that Mrs Bhaskaran would nag at me if i didn't bring it so i went to buy it lah. Felt quite paisey going to into the school with one thick newspapers in my hands. Lollums, i don't know why though. Spent half an hour before assembly to settle the stupid english article only which i cant even find in that thick stack of newspapers i bought. Fine, i don't seem to give a damn anymore. Went down for assembly and it's as per normal after that.

Went back to class and we got to know that Mrs Bhaskaran didn't come to school, she's on MC. I was hell happy, i tell you. So then we had Chemistry. It has been a while since Mdm Sharifah came into our class and she still have yet to come cause it's always Mr Teo teaching us. I felt extremely sleepy during chemistry today. Really. Amirah concluded that it's sugar rush. -.-' Is there sleepy anything got to do with eating too much sugar. Okay, maybe there is but i don't know the connection of it. Ah, right. I have no idea, thank you. So, english was next and obviously there's a relief teacher. Its the same teacher as the previous ones. Stupid, i wasted my money on the un-useful stack of newspapers. Sheeesh. We were given some comprehension to do and duh, no one even care to do it since we can pass it up on Thursday. And ring, its time for recess.

Recess was normal. No more hide and seek with Ayu. Hahaha, joking. Regretted buying the bread cause it was bloody hard and not nice to eat. Whatever, i still eat it anyway. Then had Geography. Its getting boring-er each lesson except for when Kendrick and Jason were seriously disturbing Mr Tan with that stupid question. " Cher, need to draw ah ? " Like omfg, stop asking that question over and over again but its quite funny though its irritating. Maths after that and its a disaster today. I failed the maths test because of all the stupid careless mistake like, forgetting that ass formula and not writing statements for problem sums. I thought only primary school kids write statements for problem sums. Haiyo~ Okay so Ms Liza and Mrs Yeo were angry like real angry about the test and it looks like i'm the victim of it. They stared at me as if i was the only one who bloody failed that test and excuse me, i was one of the people there who really paid attention to what the heck you're explaining. Be thankful for that, please. -.-' We had revision after that and yea, i paid full attention and i DID my homework. I repeat, I DID MY MATHS HOMEWORK for the 97845345 time.

Finally maths was over and time for POA. My godness, i cannot understand chapter 5 (or was it chapter 6 ?). Oh whatever. I didn't understand at all, fgs! Argh, so irritating. Feel so lost uh. Forget it. Then lunch, as per normal. Just eat and walk around. Chit chat and went for malay class at the library. Whooosh, malay was fun! :D I had to write a karangan discriptive for Shafiq Rohaizad and Sufi had to write it for me. It was all random. Anyway, i think i wrote somehow too mushy for Shafiq. What, permata hati or something like that. Hahahhaa, sorry eh! Lollums. I have no idea why i wrote it that way. As if i fall for him which i don't, thank you. So yea, after that went to Interchange for Stephanie's specs then homeee (:

Well alright. Till here for today, goodbye and goodluck for tomorrow's Maths common test people!
:D

after 3 days.

2008-03-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

Do you know, how much i miss you so (:

Alrights, hello [: Today is Monday & I hate mondays, fgs.
I reallyreally didn't want to go to school today because i slept at 11.45pm yesterday & i was really sleepy in the morning but thank god, today doesn't disappoint me. I enjoyed today like alot, seriously.

Finally, today we had assembly at the parade square and the colour is so bright somehow. don't you think so ? -.-' We wasted time until it has eaten up minutes of english period. Ms Bhaskaran kinda lost her voice or something therefore she didn't manage to shout today. Hahaha :D But ya, still got scolded for the english file. And that stupid movie could not work. Sheeeesh, damn that movie lah. So we continued going through the english workbook thing. Very boring, totally.

Next was Maths and we wasted time, again. We asked Mrs Yeo to tell us stories and it dragged till recess. Hahahaa, okay we're so bad. Had recess & yea, finally i got to see #28. Laugh like some mad people around with Ayu & Fer. We played hide and seek with Ayu in the bookshop. Well, we're so out of control that time. Heh. Okay then after recess we had .. i forgot. Err, we had.. Malay. Yes, we had malay and the quiz is horrible. I think i failed it. Oh, congrats -.-' Chemistry next and we went through some papers or something like that and after awhile, lesson ended.

Social Studies came by and i spend my 45- 55 minutes writing, (or shall i say copying? ) the essay and basically i just copied everything from the textbook. It even took me till lunch and my hands are tired of writing already. Lunch was fun afterall. We sabo-ed Ferdaus with water from the toilet and whatever that is together with it like, soap and tissues. Hahahaha :D Well, sorry Fer. We were the masterminds of the whole thing and the rest just got into it and yes, it worked. Thanks to Zihan for pouring the water because she got revenged, not us eventually. Lollums~ And oh, Ferdaus uniform is so colourful and full of drawings and scribbles. How cool right ? Hahaha. Don't be angry with me, thank you.

POA was hell fun too. Mr Ng didn't turn up for class and there's obviously a relief teacher. Sat in a group together with Akbar, Sufi & Amirah. The purpose was to copy Akbar's poa worksheet but eventually we kept chit chatting and gossiping and we had a fun time laughing our ass off excluding Akbar cause he was busy with the worksheet. Hahahaa~ Such a bully. 5 more minutes before the period ended, he finished doing it and we all rushed to finish it up but didnt manage to finish it on time. In the end, we gave it to Samuel and bully him to pass it up for us. Haaaha, i'm sososo bad today (:

After going to the mama shop with Maya and Zihan, we went back to school. Thanks for the treat Zihan! [: Actually wanted to play netball because all the other seniors came back and wanted to play but then Sakinah asked me to follow her to Yu Neng to teach the primary school kids. I just went there cause i'm sure some people weren't there therefore just teach the class uh. I didn't even care to teach but just tell Sakinah what to do and stuff. After that, went back to school again and thought of playing but was just too lazy so decided to go home instead. So now i'm home, mugging on my homework. Such a boring thing to do, you know.

Till then, goodbye people.

happy birthday.

2008-03-23T13:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 15th birthday to Ferdaus Bte Mohd. Rashid [:

asses.

2008-03-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

It's almost 11pm yet there's still no signs.
Right, there you go. I'm not gonna wait anymore, thank you.
And have a goodnight (:

sun to without.

2008-03-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

From morning till night, i bet you just don't realise it.

I've been online for almost 12 hrs now yet i'm still waiting. I don't know why i am but yea, my patience level is running low and i don't think i can wait much longer. From sun to rain, from morning till night. I wonder, do you even care ? I guess not. I'm trying not to bother about it too much. Yaya, i'm so useless.

Finally someone just send me Seribu Kenangan by Didi Cazli through msn. Yay [: But this person is like a stranger that i add in msn just to get that song. Now he's starting to ask me questions about my school and stuff. Dengs. Scary uh~ So, Sakinah & Haikal if you guys want that song you can ask me again since i have it now. Whooosh, i'm darn happy i got the song. Don't ask me why cause i don't know myself.

Today is Saturday and tomorrow is Sunday. Tomorrow whose birthday uh ? I can't seem to remember who eh :P Ade budak tu excited lah kann. Hahahaha :D And oh, theres madrasah tomorrow. I don't want to go cause i havent hafal the surah yet. Argh, so shitty. Whooosh, Say Fong is chatting with me now. Hhahaha, happy uh suddenly -.-' Okay, stop it sia.

Anyway, 2/2 should make a class gathering but not chalet okay ? Like go sentosa or something lah. Always chalet so boring, i also cannot go. Lollums, okay so let's plan. Hahah, suddenly i'm so hyper uh. Loooool. Okay whatever. Till then, goodbye (:

waited for like hours.

2008-03-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

I waited & waited & waited but still, nothing happened.
Such a waste of my time, thank you.

After twenty days.

2008-03-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO [:

I have finally unprivate the blog after changing the blogskin. Sorry for not updating nor letting people read it for like 20 days straight. So sorry ): But now, i'm updating, so yea kinda miss blogging though. I kept everything that i wanted to say in my head instead of blogging it cause i'm lazy to type it all out. Heh :D

Let's talk about yesterdays student councillor investiture. I just feel like shouting ' OMG!' so loudly now. Such an embarrassing moment in my life. A senior councillor, not even recieving any kind of present or whatsoever still have to shame ourselves, went up that stage, bow and stand in straight rows. And oh, not to forget the wrong name being said! Whatthehell~ I just wanted to cover my face and run straight home okay at that point. And thank you Aliya & Irnawaty for stupidly disturbing me with the wrong name. Ass people :P

Today, actually cikgu invited me to join the rest with the bahas thing but since someone said that even if i went there, i won't be much of a help and that person is practically saying that i was useless so, i decided to spend my time sleeping till 12pm instead. Fine, its true that i would be just spending my time chit chatting instead of helping out in the bahas. I know that i'm not good at this stuff except for being such a disturbance. And there goes my passion, down the drains. Just thanks to that comment of the lazer mouth kid.

I won't blab more about it since i'm unwanted. Oh whatever. I really did enjoy my day sitting in front of this computer since i haven't really spend my time relaxing and browsing through the net the whole day. Suddenly, i miss 2/2 after i watch the video in my archives. " Until the day i die, i spill my heart for you. " Those words of that song is just so saddening. Right ? Lollums. I bet you won't even give a damn.

Some people just left me and played soccer. Oh, i don't mind. i'm already used to being left alone staring at this computer and having fun myself. Hope you had fun! Right, i'm being so sarcastic right now. Well, sorry. I just feel like letting everything out but eventually talk shit instead. So, till here. Goodbye (:

sports day.

2008-03-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

The spirit we had is just too strong & i know we can do it.
We gave all we got, but nothing can change the fact that we just lost.
To me, you're all my heart and soul and i'll miss you guys and everything about cheer leading.
I've never felt this attached before. Thank you so much, Topaz [:

Okay, i woke up 5am in the morning and reached blk 110 at 6am for the make ups and hair.
Then we make our way to bedok stadium and the first thing i got was scolding from Mrs teo.
Whatthetoooot! FUCK YOU SIAL.
Then went to our houses & got ready. Get the house to shout their ass off but at the starting, they're all like dead.
-.-' I did practice my steps for a while with Ismail and after a few races its cheer leading time.
And its practically raining heavily while Topaz was performing.
I'm like dancing in the rain with a slippery floor and extra short skirt. Yet, i still think we did our best.

Shouted and cheered like a mad person. And finally, the crowd was so supportive.
They danced and cheered with us although some are like shy people. Lol.
Okay so, we lost the cheer leading competition as you all know. Congrats to Ruby~
There's nothing i can say now but just to remember all the memories for the past 2 weeks.

Thank you seniors for all the hard work you guys have done for the group.
Thank you teachers for the support you gave us.
Thank you friends for putting all your heart and soul to make this work.
Thank you Sapphire and all who supported Topaz cause i know you all care.
Thank you Geylang united soccer players for the support and cheering while we're doing our practices. Hah~
Lastly, thank you Topaz for the wonderful sports day 2008.

Topaz to the top (:

sec 3 is never fun.

2008-02-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
I'm wasting some of my sleep time to post cause i miss blogging so much [:

I find my life getting more confusing and stressful, but i don't know why.
Most probably is about my studies as i kept failing and failing which doesn't help at all.
Maths quiz-es is like almost everyday and i can't cope at all. whats the use of tests if you still dont know how to do that stupid question.
I was about to cry cause after trying hard on a certain question, i still cant get the answer. wtf~
And right after that, theres a test. Right, i'll fail for sure. Congratscongrats.

Chemistry test was like f*ck. I failed by 1 freaking mark, take that. F*cking irritating.
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh~ Okay i didn't really have a good day today, so sway.
I name today as the "Speaking of the devil day."
But cheerleading was fun and it always make my day, at last.
Lovesloves (:

Alright i'm tired. This post is like shit, i know.
Done, goody nights :D

lazzzy!

2008-02-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO [:

Days and days of not posting. Don't blame me but you can blame the homeworks and tests that are falling from the sky. Tired of tests and homeworks, no rest at all with inclusive of house practice as well. Oh how great~

1st March is Sports Day and i'm pretty excited about it. Sports Heats on Thursday was fabulous and i sure did enjoy my duty there. Such an easy job, who could resist it? Lol. I even got to talk to other people, you know who. Mostly the ones i've never talked before or never talked for a long time. I even gave encouragement, i'm too friendly that day that i even gave away my drink to (insert a name). How sweeeet~ I didn't mean it though.

After that went to eat at long john and met the same people who won like 1st and 2nd for some races. congratscongrats! Tak sia-sia aku kasi 100plus aku kat korang. Okay then went home lah, what else.

I'm freaking lazy to continue, some other time okay ?
Byes (:

Civil District

2008-02-16T17:17:00.016+08:00

Pictures of the Civil District Trip yesterday!

I want the class photo from cikgu! Hahaaa~

ps, i love you.

2008-02-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hello Earthlings !

I just surprisingly feel like updating so, here i am killing time [:
4 days of holiday due to chinese new year is a killer. Maybe its not that bad having holidays but now, i prefer schooling although it sucks. Cause i rather study than rot at home. Not say study but have fun with friends and such. At a point, i love holidays but sometimes, i love school. God, how complicated~

Suddenly i feel like travelling overseas cause i miss travelling like i used to the previous years. I miss going to Australia, Switzerland, Paris.. but i'm not gonna name it all. Mostly all got snow there and i really miss playing with the snow. I was only about like 8 yrs old when i went to Switzerland and Paris so i won't be able to remember what i did and its such a waste lah. Okay, let's not brag about it anymore. -.-'

I just finished reading Island girls (and boys) by Rachel Hawthorne. It's a nice story and not forgetting, another book, So Inn Love by Catherine Clark. It's also nice and romantic. Hahahaaa~ I'm still searching for a book name, Ps: i love you. I heard that it's a good book but i searched everywhere but couldn't find it. Maybe, i rather catch the movie if i can't find the book yea. So, anyone wants to treat me to a movie ? Like, righhhht. As if~ Lollums.

Tonight maybe i'm going Johor, i don't know why. Tomorrow have to go to madrasah. Wth, i don't want to go! ): But i have to cause if not i skip madrasah 2 weeks straight which is rather terrible. I really wish Ustaz Azman will turn up. Pleaaaaaaaaase, i want madrasah to end after i laugh my ass off , listening to his jokes. Cancan ? Okay, hopefully :D

This post is kinda merepek, hope you don't mind.
Goodbye~

Picture perfect.

2008-02-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO! [:

I've uploaded some random pictures for fun~

LOL.

Candid pictures are available. Tons of them.

I'll upload it later, lazy to upload now.

sabotages are not my type of playing the game.

2008-02-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

Hate is just the word to describe what i feel about you.

Just ignore what's above, some may know what i meant by saying that.
Well, a week without any updates. Sorry! ):
I'm Lazy, with the capital L and also quite busy.
Being in Sec 3 ain't as fun as i thought it'll be, homeworks are piling like mountains.
Class tests are filling up my tight schedule and i'll have less time to enjoy. Oh, how fun is life like this right.
Anyway, cikgu once said that if we hate someone so much, that person will be married to you. Omg, now i don't hate that someone that much cause i so dont wish to marry him/her right. Eww~
Fine whatever.

Its February and according to my family tree, February is the worse! Manymanymany birthdays in February and my pocket has a huge hole already. But actually its not THAT terrible though. Parties now and then seems fun :D Ice creams, birthday cakes, camwhores~ Hahaaaa.

Yesterday actually wanted to go to east coast to celebrate my grandmother's birthday but due to something that happen few days ago, it was cancelled. So, my aunt and uncle asked me if i wanted to go out. Tell me, who wouldn't right. Got ready and Hafiz joined us too cause 2 of my cousins slept over at my house the previous night. Then, we went to downtown east, ate KFC and played arcade and stuff.
We then headed to Compass point to meet my another uncle and not forgetting, mike. God, his damn adorable lah okay. My oh-so-cute youngest cousin [: Met at Kfc and ate again. Hahaaa. Then went to Timezone and played like hell. I never played that fun before together with Kakak and Hafiz. Finally Hafiz could get along with us after not meeting for quite some time. Sadly, Abang Amir didn't get to follow us cause he's stuck to my computer while he's at my house. Lol (: So then went to eat ice cream at Swensens. And bought a cake for my grandmother. Headed home and had to squeeze ourselves in a 4 seater car with like 8 people all together. HAHAH, imagine that. When we reached at my doorstep, we sang happy birthday and whateverwhatever. It continues with the eating of cake and whatsoever. Totally fun.

So today, had another surprise party for Aisyah, another cousin of mine. This time there is alot more food like spagetti and choclate cake and ice cream. There's alot happening and i'm darn lazy to say it all. So, you know how parties are done right. Yea, like that lah. 5 people having birthdays in February. I'm waiting for mine in July. HAHAHHA~ Yaya, whatever right.

I'm done updating for now.
Goodbye!

Friday comes.

2008-02-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

I wonder why is the days passing so fast. All of the sudden, all i know it was Friday.
Oh great, Sunday got madrasah and hopefully that ustaz won't turn up and ruin my day again.
I've not been updating for like, 4 days ? guess so. Super lazy to update, stressed up for don't-know-what-reason, i feel like sleeping the whole week without waking up at all. I'm still darndarn sleepy eventhough i slept for more than 15 hrs on weekends. Whattheheck~

School is pretty much the same but i think this week is worse than before.
Everyday there's a class test and Wednesdays, common test.
Really exhausted from tests and also i had to study every night for about 1 1/2 hrs. And i will eventually study Maths cause i really need to bark up. My sciences are really doing down the drains and not to forget, history too. I feel like dying sooner or later. :/

I've been going home super late this few days. Can't seem to go home straight after school.
I have no idea why okay. Yaya, my mood is running low already.
Okay, let's end here.

GOODBYE [:

Don't judge a book by its cover.

2008-01-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

The best thing happened to me today so as the worst. Ohwells, the best means the best lah okay [:
Let's just skip everything except for the best part and the worst part yeap~ Save my precious time.

The best part, i never felt as clever as today. Surprisingly and i was shocked uh.
I passes Maths, like finally. And yay, its with flying colours (: 14/17 and it's a great achievement for me cause i've been failing since last 2 yrs! Oh god.
Another one is, Malay common test. I passed again and finally an A1 lah kan. -.-'
So yea, i passed like both tests today and it surprised me. Such good luck i have last Wednesday~
Oh yea, Putra is so clever lah eh. He got top for Maths and also Malay. Woah, like that.
:D

Here comes the worst part, its more than the best part for sure.
First, i screwed up the class t-shirt. Abigail will win obviously, congrats! (:
Second, the class is so terok by doing other stuff during English therefore, Mrs ______ decided to check our homework book which is like, not even done at all. Ass lah, but thank god never really got scolded. But we must do 21 newspaper articles by tommorrow. Wtfwtfwtf.
Third, I didn't know who to do Maths Part II and i'll have to give it tmr as Late Work. Oh congrats, .. not.
Fourth, Malay was like sad cause i passed with flying colours but not the rest so i can't feel the good-ness of having 24/30. Instead, i feel really bad lah. Wth~
Fifth, I screwed the Chemistery test probably. I can't answer the long winded questions lah!
Sixth,Social Studies project work must pass up by Friday. 4 days to work on it, how cann?!
Seventh, i'm so lost in POA and i have to find a tuition teacher, seriously.

Now the most terrible thing that happened in class during POA.
Cikgu took over the class and thought that we could decorate the class during that period but it turns out the other way round. It's worse than you could imagine.
The stupid asshole 3C used our class during Discover me thing last Saturday and when i turn up today in school the whole class was like in a huge mess. Sweet wrappers all over, books all over the floor and the black board was destroyed. Some of the books were also lost and destroyed. Seriously, it looks like a rubbish dump.
Then we had to tidy up the mess and during POA, cikgu got really mad because of the black board and she screamed. It was reallyreally loud. She got frustrated with 3/4's attitude also and that made it worse.
She tore all the pictures that we took as a class. All well-developed photos of us are all torn into pieces.
It was so sad lah, see cikgu like that. She cried also and i can't bare to see anyone crying therefore, i cried also.
All the hard work cikgu put in like wasted like that because of our attitude. And then she gave up and asked us to do our POA homework. Everyone was really so quiet till the end of class but still, me and Aliya was laughing our ass off till i cried (tears of joy) because..
while cikgu was tear all the photos, Jason steal one of it and kept it inside his book. He showed it to me and Aliya and he said while cikgu was tearing it, one of the photos that he took to prevent cikgu from tearing, flew off and cikgu took it and tore it. Therefore, left only 1 and Aliya and myself were laughing like mad lah. I can't believe he saved the picture of the whole class together. Isn't he just so nice although he is so rude at times. Lol. Jasonjason~ We told cikgu about it and cikgu laughed. Hahahahaaaa~

Well okay, i better start with English homework. Shitty~

change and achieve.

2008-01-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

Blogskin changed, for fun. Bored with the previous one but i find the current one not that nice cause i anyhow edit. Fine, whatever. As if you give a damn about it right. :/ God, i feel so shitty right now for don't-know-what-reason. I'm frustrated with myself cause i let my parents down. They have to tell me to study and ask whether i finished my homework already every single time. I'm not even independent and worse still, a terrible slacker. I know i can do it but it's just that i'm darn lazy. FGS, please wake up! I can't stay like this and i don't wish last year to be the same as this year. I so have to set targets and achieve it if not, life is such a waste. Conclusion, I hate myself right now for being so lazy and stupid. Sheeeesh~

Currently i've been strucked by something which made me interested in reading story books. I don't read storybooks at all for the past years but when i read a book which i borrowed from the library yesterday, I got attracted and i finish that kinda-thick book this morning. Scary huh~ But yea, its fun to read and just now after madrasah i went to the library to return and borrow another book. Right, hopefully i won't become a bookworm. Lol.

There's school tmr and i'm freaking exhausted to continue the school cycle. There's like 4 test coming up this week and i'm so gonna die if this continues. Teachers! Please give me a break. The tests are seriously making me mad like shit. And oh, hopefully i do well for Malay common test and at least pass my Maths test too. I can't possibly fail Maths test again and again. Too tired to fail another perhaps. Wellwell.

Let's just end this here and i'll say GOODBYE & GOODNIGHT.

hopefully not in the kind of situation.

2008-01-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

O level results are officially out today and mine is coming next year.
Oh goody~ Hopefully i won't end up sitting at the corner crying myself out yea.

Well, congrats to all seniors in Bedok Green. Those who did well, congratscongrats! (: And to those who didn't reach the expectation you wanted, still congrats cause you guys did your best and it counts. Seeing you guys cry just now, almost made me cry also. I'm now afraid to take O levels. Gosh, do cheer up okay! Good luck for the future challenges dear seniors. (I'm still saying this although i don't seem to know any of them. Ohwells~)

Okay so, lessons were kinda fast today for don't know what reason. Finally i could concentrate on Biology today and its of course better than the previous lessons. Thank god sey~ 2 periods gone and English took over with another 2 periods. Did composition with the topic of, ' what i like and dislike about the normal school days. ' Hahahahaa~ I so have alot of DISLIKES to write about. Lol [: Recess came to the rescue and ate only bread and milo. All time meal during recess, easiest and fastest way fgs.

Geography for the next two periods and Mr Tan is just so syiok lah okay. Did some copying notes and then he told us about him learning Pure Biology in Australia and stuff. He had to di-sect (?) human body and animals. Everyone was kinda disgusted with all the EWW noises being heard. Funny yet disgusting. Then we had to do a volcano using plasticine but most of the groups didn't bring except for one. So yea, tomorrow is the dead line. shitty~ Oh i forgot, before Geog was Maths and did a maths test on Indices. I could answer all but i'm not sure if i did it correctly uh. Alah, whatever lah eh.

Lunchlunchlunch next. Thought of not eating and sat at the usual spot but Khairil came and pulled me to meet Ms Yong for the treat she owe us and the treat turns out different than what i expected. I thought its gonna be only a drink and bread from the canteen but instead it was Pizza Hut. 2 Pizzas and 8 chickens. It was meant for Khairil, Hafiz, Irna, Sakinah, Meeta, Sherilyn, Razy and me but theres only me, khai and sak so we had to find the rest. Irna bought her food but left it instead. Hafiz came when Khairil called him. Razy ate already so he was kinda full yet he still eat again. Meeta didn't want any and we couldn't find Sherilyn so then we started eating. Sakinah was damn hungry and yea, she ate the most lah. But nevermind, we all didnt mind anyway. Everyone who walked past was like Woah here and there. Lol. There are some left overs so gave it to Syaf and Farhan. Farhan wanted it actually but rejected it instead but we all disturb him with, Alah. Ambik je lah! Malu-malu konon. And at last, he took it eventually. HAHAHAHHA~ Well, thanks Ms Yong for the treat.

Assembly was rather more intersting than last week's. Cause this week we had a guy singing and i decided not to elaborate on that. Looollll~ Okay then stayed back for the O level thing and then went to buy plasticine at Popular with Amirah and Ferdaus. But in the end, there were no brown plasticine so had to go to Big Bookshop but still, they didnt have it also. Yet, we still had fun being giler and such. Crazy lah you two! :P

Now, i have to continue doing Social Studies homework. Ah, crap~

Hopefully you could handle it and dont give up alright.
We will all be there for you.
It's hard, i can see that but life must go on.
God, i feel extremely sad for you. Feel like crying.
Wish to see you soon yea.
)':

it scares me to death, not.

2008-01-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

Right, let's blog about abit of yesterday and mostly about today yeap :B

Yesterday was alright, i guess. But the most entertaining one shall be the last 2 periods of the day which is Mother Tongue. We storied about something (which i forgot what) and towards the end of the period cikgu storied about some part of her life. Then, they wanted to hear ghost stories. So Qilah switched off the lights and the aircon was damn cold okay. Fyi, we're in the library. Okay then those stories were like stucked to my head and yesterday night i was stupidly imagining stuff. I was scared of ghost and such although i don't really believe it existed. And Daniel added to it which made me cover my face the whole night. Thanks eh! -.-' Well, yea i'm such a bimbo to believe in such stuff. Hmph~

Now its about today.
Damn, i'm pissed with 'Pooh'. Such a (insert a bad word here) . And oh, you're so not sexy like you think you are okay. (insert a bad word here). Whatever lah eh~
Wednesday means sleeping day according to Aliya. We felt like sleeping in most lessons like, POA and her elec literature and my elec hist. But still, Geography made my day! (: Thank god. We continued watching the movie named, 'Earthquake'. And then Mr Tan joked around and such. Oh so fun~ Maths was a relief because Maths test was postponed to tomorrow. We were watching slides about Quadratic Graphs (?) Something like that lah. But then our faces are so cramped up and didn't really paid much attention because before that the teacher said we're gonna have a short quiz after the slides. So, most probably everyone was scared. When Mrs Yeo saw our faces like that, she postponed the quiz to tomorrow. I bet she's sense-ing that we're not paying attention and stressed up about the quiz. Hahhahahaaaa~ Thank god, again. :P

Let's get ready tmr because.. 3/4 is so getting scolded from cikgu. I'm hating 3/4 and i'm missing 2/2. TWOTWO! I wanna be back with you people please! ): I never wish things will turn up this way. Never ever~

after trying too hard to run.

2008-01-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

OKAY, HELLO [:

I miss blogging, seriously. Too busy with school and stuff lately therefore no time to update. I even have a timetable to follow so i'll update when i'm free okay ? God, timetables are ruining every minute of my life~

Here's my personal timetable ;
0625-1600 : school hours.
1630-2000 : homework's must be done then can use the computer.
2000- 2130: study time. {the worst part, ever.}
2130-0530: sleep lah, what else right.

Seee! How terrible it is. I wanna rest lah so teachers! Please give less homeworks okay ? (: Hahaaaa, right. Dream on lah kann. Pfft~

Actually i'm not in the mood to blog already lah. Too sleepy thanks to Bio. Ass subject~
Just one more thing, i hate that tooooot bag lah. Make me paisey only~
GOODBYE!

birthdays.

2008-01-19T21:50:00.001+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to Nurshaid & Haikal Aziz!

I've got to get a present for shaid soon cause he keeps pestering me for one since last year. Hahahahhaha~ I hope i will buy one soon lah. Hopefully lah :P

its so hard to believe.

2008-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like updating but i'm too bored after staring at this computer every single day.

I'm just plain lazy :B Yes, absolutely lazy and im so talking crap here.

Monday to Friday is always the same. Not worth updating about school in every post but maybe some part of it which may sound interesting or whatsoever. Therefore, don't mind me updating mostly about school cause that's the only interesting thing that can happen ah. Life is such a bore for me :/

Yesterday after having assembly which is about bullying and target setting (which i eventually could fall asleep if its not for (insert a teachers name) shoutings, a loud speaker above my head, a row of teachers beside me and not to forget, my cramp leg after an hour seating) , stayed back in school and helped cikgu to sort out the malay scrapbook that we did. And cikgu ordered pizza for us! :D Thanks cikgu for the 2nd treat. Hahaaa~ Okay then actually wanted to buy bubble tea but instead we went home and yea, the end.

As for today, it's the worst Science-biology class i've ever been in. I'll come to that later. First period was Interaction period and oh, we need to wear PE today. I look like shit in PE attire, fgs. I folded my shirt instead of tucking it in cause it seems that everyone does that too. Lol. Then 3/4 gathered in the field and took pictures and i'm sure the sec 2's in the canteen are much envying our class cause they just sat in the canteen and eat. Hhahahaha [: Joking. Well, then we had Biology. Like i said earlier, its the worst one ever. It's 2 periods and i seriously can't stand how the lesson was conducted and even worse, the voice of the teacher. Much irritating and its loud. I wish Mdm Sharifah could be our Biology teacher instead cause i'm beginning to not pay attention and slack. -.-' We then had e.history and we did group work for a period only and its recess! Didn't eat but i did my homework instead. Awww, effing ____. ((((((((: Okay err, then had Social Studies which does not have a good ending because of Jeremy. Well, he was the one scolded tho. 2 periods of Mother tongue in the library and did karang group discussion and done, school ended.

Went to Bedok Interchange with Syafiqah and then headed home. I was too exhausted that i fell asleep just as i lay on the couch. Haaha~ Both of my shoulders are in pain, my right arm is aching and my neck is aching tooo. Thanks to the carrying-of-too-many-books-in-a-sling-bag kinda thing. And ohya, i was shocked and worried at the same time when Syaf told me something. Haiz, i will be the first one being so kanchiong if i see it happening in front of my eyes, seriously. I still do care right~ [:

Till then,

GOODBYE! :D

those awesome cameras!

2008-01-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

Since Ayu wants this ;

Fisheye 2 .

Then can i have this, Colorsplash X-Pro Special Edition .

OR,

Colorsplash 2 .

OR,

Polaroid Spectra 'Blitz'.

So that the both of us can camwhore like mad! Includes the rest of enam jahanam (:
I need to save money to buy either one of the three. That's my target. Hahaaa, like real :D
Goooodbye!

i just wanna run but there's no way i could.

2008-01-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :B

I'm super duper lazy to update right now, but still i will. Okay, what crap.
School is boring as per normal everyday the same cycle.
But i can't forget something. (insert a teacher's name) called Akbar, kebab. HAHAHHAHAHHA!
It's so funny lah. Everyone started calling Akbar, kebab. Lol~

Today there is house meeting and it's very unorganized for Topaz and i'm beginning to hate my house.
Seriously. Everyone is sabo-ing each other for different events and it's so stupid.
You can't possibly force someone who don't wanna do it and eventually anyhow do it and lose in the end.
Whatthehell, it gets on my nerves okay. I bet we'll lose but i know i shouldnt say that but the way its going, i've no confidence in it already. I was actually the excited one, cant wait to go to the house meeting but in the end, i turns me down, very.
And *toooooooot*, Amirah got me involved in the Cheerleading. OMG, CHEERLEADING.
I suck pretty badly at cheerleading and i hate to perform infront of crowds and now, im in cheerleading ?
*Tooooooooooooooooooot*. I swear its gonna be terrible. :/
Thanks a bunch Amirah for writing my name at the stupid list. i ______ you to the core.

Fine, Topaz is _____ . Well, after that enam jahanam went to Tampines Mall and walk around and stuff.
It's super funnnnn~ :D Okay lah, i've absolutely zero mood to blog.
Bye!

can i just get away from you.

2008-01-14T17:02:00.000+08:00

They say, if you love something let it go
and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then I made 4 rights
now I'm back where I started and you're back in my life.

The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
can somebody help me, help me get out of this circle
get out of this circle.

he told me so.

2008-01-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

Must i say hello at every starting of a post ? Nah, shall not this time yea (:
Let's go straight to the story alright~

I didn't have the time to really update for yesterday. I thought of finishing up my homeworks on Friday & Saturday so that i would have free time on Sunday after madrasah. Managed to finish up almost all but Maths, i don't understand a single thing lah kan so forget about doing it. On friday night, chatt-ed with Daniel till 11pm. Advises and understanding the problems. Well, thanks for everything yea. Hahaaaaa~

So then yesterday, what did i do uh? Hmmm. Stayed at home, stare at the computer the whole day. Yea, that's about it. And so today is the first day of Madrasah. It's quite different compared to last year cause this year there seemed to be more guys especially from 2c. Mine is 2B and well, as per usual most people will come late. The same old faces again, how fun~ [: Faizah joined my class whereas Ferdaus transfered to Faizah's class. Exchange like that. Okay, whatever. The last period was the best overall. Laugh my ass off like i usually do :B And oh ya, i remembered something.

Ustazah : Keluarkan fullscap kalau takde buku.
A Student : Ustazah, first day mane ade orang bawak fullscap.
The rest : HAHAHAHAHHAHA! :D

Merepek kan. First day tak bawak fullscap per! Lol. Then after class ended, met up with Fer & Ayu. Fyi, Syaf is in the same class as me. Went to Long john and soon, Ayu came and ate. Blahblahblah~ Walked around bedok inter and library. And then met up with family at 7.45 whereas the rest went home. After all that, went home lah. What else right~ Okay, pictures i'll post tmr cause i wanna sleep already lah! Bye [:

remember the first day.

2008-01-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

Destiny's Child - Brown Eyes.

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the true meaning of love
and i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

semua yang telah berakhir.

2008-01-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO [:

Yesterday's post means nothing actually, just that i miss it too much. Anyway, just forget about it.
No use remembering the past when you know nothing else could happen at this point of time.

Nothing much happen yesterday except for CCA fair for the Sec ones but obviously almost the whole school was involved too. Booths were set up everywhere aroung the parade ground and Fad, Sak and Myself can only view them from second level cause we weren't involved in any of the ccas'. We almost felt like crying but what's the use, nothing can change. After we got tired of looking at everyone shouting at the top of their voices, we decided to go home. Talked with Fad at the bus stop about why must the secondary school life be like this, such a mess. We didn't thought it would end up like this, but still it happened and we have to accept it right~ Then took 69 and send Fad to take 293 and went home. I enjoy talking to Fad cause she's full of humour lah. Make me laugh my ass off. Hahahahha :D

Okay, about today.
Had interaction period and we went out to take pictures! Yayyay~ The actual plan was to go to the field and we'll arrange ourselves and make the word 3/4 and cikgu will go to the 3rd level and take our picture from above but the field was locked so we did it at the parade ground instead. We're so united and slenger. No offence but sumer slenger sia. HAHAHHAHA :D Oh ya, the timetable changed and it's terrible lah. Almost alot of it are 2 periods. Sucky sia~ Okay whatever. Had mother tongue and went to the library.

And then got Elective History. Studied and did some work and went for recess. Ate Mee Goreng which looks super delicious and it made me change my mind of getting Hor Fun in the first place. Okay, as if you care. Hmm, then had Geog and Aliya, myself and everybody laugh rabak cause of the teacher. Lagi-lagi mase dier bebual kat speaker. HAHAHHA, okay only 3/4 knows (: Chemistry is the last lesson of the day and its okay lah. No comments on it though~ There, the day ends.

I'm not in the mood to type more, so goodbye.

whatever is going on.

2008-01-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

seeing others having fun and enjoying themselve makes me realise that i didnt expect my life to end up this way.
i want it to be just as exciting as i thought it would be but instead, it turns out differently.
all i want is just happiness but life is just too complicated.
people say, everything we do, we have a choice. Looks like coming to bedok green sec and taking netball as a cca is a mistake.
we dont seem to have a choice of terminating netball. we have to and now, we're suffering.
thanks alot bedok green. i hate this school, very. i just wished i never had gone to this school and i wish i've never known this person.
thought we could be friends but instead it turn out to be strangers. well, what happen last time is just a very big mistake to you right ?
just forget about it and think that it had never happen before. ive lose faith in it already, just a waste of my time.
sadly, you meant nothing anymore although things are coming back every now and then.
it can never be replaced.

i realise my love for you was strong and i miss you here now you're gone.

2008-01-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO! [:

Sorry didn't post yesterday cause i was busy with homeworks and such. homeworks are pain in the ass~ Well, yesterday's timetable is the worst for the whole week. Every single lesson was a total bore except for mother tongue which is the last 2 periods and that was what i've been waiting for since the start of the day. Let's skip all the boring lessons and go straight to Mother Tongue. All i remember is that i have 2 'clones'. One is Syafiq and another one is Aqilah. HAHAHHAH :D Cikgu call them athirah 1 and athirah 2. Whattheheck lah kannn. Lol~ And something happen when farhan was reading the passage and it's so paisey-ing. Sheeeeesh betol. He shouldn't have laugh nor smiled nor 'blushed' after i read that passage sey. Ishk~ Okay, whatever. Only 3/4 and 3/5 malay students know (:

Okay, today is a veryveryvery long day. Every Wednesday is gonna be a looooong day though ): 3.20pm then can go home, you know! :/ So, today no common test. Hooray! Lol. Then got PE after that. Took height and weight. Omg, i'm so fat and i need to lose weight. I'm not getting taller either. -.-' Whatever. Mother tongue next and we talked about azam or something like that, i forgot. A1 all the way cause i'm tired of getting A2. Not fair lah, keep getting A2 only. Haiyoo~

Recess then Chemistry. Good news, Mdm Sharifah didn't come so the same relief teacher took over with worksheets. Oh i forgot something. Lily Aliya and Clive are so fated! They sat beside each other in class, in the same PE group and they are beginning to talk to each other. HAHHAHAHA. No more elaboration cause it's for part of 3/4 to know and for you to find out. The fun part is, me and sufi can disturb them since i'm sitting beside Aliya and Sufi is sitting beside Clive. [[[[[[: Zihan gave us the sneezing and coughing plan already for them. HAHAAAAAAAAA, so evil yet its for their own good :B Then comes Social Studies. Its fun and got homework sey. Alermak, leceh ah. Elect. Hist was okay, nothing much happen so next is Lunch.

Lunch was funny indeed. Firstly that i can remember is, ' MEREPEK SIOL!'. Hahahahahha~ And also, Zihan trying to cross over Fer, Ayu, me & Atika. It's seriously funny lah. Lol~ Thenthen the kusomethingsomething. I forgot what the word is and Syaf got the bacteria. HAHAHHAHA. Okay its a joke lah and everybody started to go, 'EEEE!' and wiping one another. Aliya is still blur and once she knows, she freaked out. Lolololololol :D That the most fun part and another fun one is, something which i'm not telling. So then got POA, terokterok~ and also MATHS. Maths is the worst part. We got a test and i'm sure i'm gonna fail. Its not as easy as the previous test which i passed, 5/7. Okay, good achievement on that and i'm so gonna fail this one cause i dont understand how to do it ! I didnt even had the time to finish it up lah. Whatthehell~ Fine, i dont care. Whatever, goooodbye~

perasaan yang ku punya untuk dia.

2008-01-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

HE-LLO ALL [:

Sorry about not updating yesterday cause i came back at night and super lazy to update & my eyes are just too heavy to be lifted. Okay, i'm beginning to talk crap :/ So as i was saying, yesterday afternoon i went to Johor for fun. As in, shopping and such :D I even got myself a sling bag like finally, a new bag at last! Heh. Yesterday is so boring and i don't think i wanna elaborate. Tons of pictures at the end of this post alright~ (:

Todaytoday~ Monday which also means, school. Annnd so sway, i forgot to bring my foolscap since i transfere my stuff to the new bag. And also, because of THAT foolscap, my maths paper was left in it. Pfft. Btw, did i spell foolscap correctly ? -.-' i'm always confused. Okay so, i finally had English lessons after skipping the first one and i find it okay lah. The teacher was okay and she even gave time to like walk around in class after being tensed for a while. Lol, i was shocked when she said, ' okay, you can go walk around now.' I was like, huh ? Lol, funny like that. Oh before english was Geog and its hell funny as per usual. Awww, geography rawks just because its fun and i pass it with flying colours last year [: Err then we had recess. Didn't eat again cause its tooo packed. I can't stand it lah, my mood of eating just dissappeared looking at the packed canteen. Shitty~

Next is Social Studies and Mr Azahar wasn't around so there's this relief teacher who gave us work which i eventually realise after 1 period is gone so, kan chiong do fast fast and anyhow hentam :D Then got Biology. Whattheheck, another lesson which i could fall asleep anytime but its quite difficult cause there's 2 teachers so, fat chances. Omg, i dislike the teachers can ? So boring~ Pffft. Ahh, whatever. Lunch came up and i rushed to the canteen to buy food cause my stomach was grumbling in class and i kept complaining to Aliya that i was hungry. HAHHA, pity her. So then we rushed and finally got to eat. Wah, so sedap cause i was toooooot hungry. Did i tell you, i was drinking nicely when someone drop by during recess and i was hell shocked. HAHHAH, i'm exaggerating lah duhh. I find that person, (insert something here). Let's say, theres a word effing in that blank. Lol~

Maths was terrible. I didn't bring my Maths paper and the teacher started to nag and yea, one more chance was given. Had a short quiz and i find it rather easy, i dont know why. Annnnnd i didn't understand today's lesson at all. I just copied what she wrote and i went home without knowing that topic. -.-' But, i just finished the homework given and i studied it on my own, of course. YAY :B Err, yea. So, after school is the time i saw (insert a name here). That person is effing (insert something here). Haaaaaa~ Okay, too obsessed lah. At least its more like a crush than anything else right ? Okay, forget about it. Went home with Fadillah and Irna and we singgah to the bubble tea shop and then went to the bus stop which had alot of incidents. HAHAHHA. Fad wanted to take 69 but Irna pulled her so she missed the bus. I wanted to take 168, and Irna pulled me and i missed the bus too. We all wanted to take 67 to interchange but Irna disagreed so we missed the bus again. In the end, Irna let us off to take another 69 while she waits for her bus to come which is soo lambat. Hahh~ Then fad walked home with me and waited for 293 with her and i went home. The end~

Oke, i finished all my homeworks except that i need to do class t-shirt and the desk folder thingy. So yea, thats all and now, the pictures yea. Beware, its alot and its crap :P

tryna have fun.

2008-01-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

Super fun laughing day! [:

Alright, today went out to IKEA at queensway with Cikgu, Amirah, Aliya and Zihan!
I didn't believe my parents let me out. Hahahaaa~ But its hell worth it uh.
Met cikgu at Tampines mrt and soon the rest arrive and went there by mrt, of course.
Along the way we chit chat and its a lot of fun especially with zihan around. I laugh like non-stop okay.
Then got this 2 mats looking at us and cikgu give us 'tips'. Lol, merepek lahh :D

Reached Queensway and took 195 to Ikea.
Ikea is not really that packed and we went straight in and look for things to decorate the class.
And we bought alot of stuff. Its super fun shopping uh.
Take this, take that. Touch this, touch that. Play this, play that.
[: Then got this person like following us wherever we go, like seriously.
We suspected that he likes cikgu and its fated!
We were shopping and suddenly we kept clashing with him and zihan said if we clash with him again, its fated.
And suddenly when we are taking pictures, zihan shouted, cikgu! Look behind you!
Guess who, its that guy again. HAHAHHAHA. Cikgu like blushed like that.
Its really fated sia. That guy also kinda blush. Lolololololol :D
Then we went to eat at burger king and then headed home~

I love 3/4's class spirit and the class would be super duper nice with the deco later! Can't wait~ [:
Now, the pictures.

They are the ones i missed in the end.

2008-01-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hello earth people :B

Let's try something different cause i'm super lazy to type long paragraphs (:

1: Assembly is like shit and there's one nerd councillor said to me and aliya, ' wah, councillor slack.' just because we didn't go for morning duty.
2: Ask that nerd to look whose talking lah eh! She stand there like one statue only still wanna say people.
3: Went to class, its interaction period & our class tables are gonna be nice beybeh!
4: Then after that is mother tongue and its held at the fourth level outside PAC cause no more classrooms.
5: We didn't study at all and the councillors didn't take the test cause postponed to next week.
6: The guys in mt class is so funny. We need to guess the rempah-rempah and they answered merepek things like bawang and such. Merepek but still, funny and fun! Heeees~
7: Putra claims that he's superman yet syafiq had to help him carry the files.
8: Next is elect. hist and i did learn something but i got sleepy towards the end of lesson.
9: After that is recess and obviously, i didn't eat again cause i hate to queue with hundreds of people crowding at the same place.
10: Did after recess duty and had Geog with Mr Tan CC.
11: I really enjoyed the class. very much, indeed.
12: Ah! I fucking love geography lah cannnnnn?! [:
13: The class was so superb that every single one of us laugh our ass off in the AVA room.
14: The comp in class wasnt spoilt its just that the 2 av people didnt know how to switch it on. LOL.
15: Mr Tan said if they cannot switch it on, he's gonna fail their geog.
16: The two guys were freaking restless already and started to godeh-godeh till spoilt.
17: Then we had Comb. Chem with Mdm Sharifah and she lost her voice.
18: And i understood what she teached like finally although i'm darn sleepy at that time.
19: After school went to Ayu's class and that's when (insert a name) & (insert a name) was there.
20: Haiyoo, pathetic people. Don't stand close to me can a not ?! Idiot.
21: I went off with Amirah, Kilah, Ayu and Atika to the hall there.
22: Before that (insert a name) was there and i was like soo, tak kene gaye. -.-'
23: Actually wanted to follow Syaf to Tm but need to meet my mother.
24: Then Amirah met Suhaimi and i followed at the back but in the end, they meet like 5 mins only.
25: Stupid Razy disturbed me with (insert a name). Basket peh budak~
26: Took 18 but that Razy didnt let me past him. Buat paisey je kene kejar bus.
27: Reached Tamp Lib, walked to Inter with Amirah then later she'll u-turn back home.
28: Went around to search for my father's present and finally got it.
29: While at Popular, clashed with Syaf, Ayu, Rohani and Fer and then went home.
30: Just now, went to Swensens and the end (:

I'm sleepy. Goodbye~

those feelings just ruin it all.

2008-01-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

memories returned & i finally knew the feelings that i never felt after i let you go. yes, i miss you so.

HELLO! [:

Second day of school is muchmuch better compared to the first. It should be the other way round right ? -.-' Well maybe because i skipped like the first 4 periods of lessons cause i'm involve in the sec 1 'games' day. somesort of an orientation or something. I'm the game master in the hula chain game together with Zeehan :D And i'm telling you, i had a blast laughing my ass off looking at the secondary one students who acts like primary school kids! Hoho~ So, let's start from the beginning alright.

It started with a rainy day and yes! , there's no assembly cause i hate assembling at the parade square because they might have spot checks and i'm afraid that i might get caught. Ah, phobia that is. Okay then, did some uncompleted Maths homework with Amirah and Aliya in class. Maths is confusing lah. Aiyoo~ Then cikgu came and we had assembly in class and soon after that, Daphne came and ask the councillors involve to go to PAC. So me, Chee Hean, Aliya, Zeehan, Joan, Joyclyn and Sufi went. I just realise that my class got alot of councillors. -.-' slow eh aku. Reached PAC had briefing for the games and the game masters were, Irna, Khairil, me, Zeehan and more. And the time comes and we start the games day! [: hurhur~

When we enter the hall, the sec 1's looked at us like as if we're so popular that kind. Keep staring and staring. HAHAHAHHA~ Funny sak muke satu-satu. Then the group leaders had to handle the classes whereas the game masters just hang around waiting for the students to play our game. Every game was held in the hall so, its crowded ah. Me, Zeehan and Irna decided to help Aliya's class including Sufi also. Its sooo funny lah. Zeehan had to handle them cause her voice was loud and sadly, the sec 1 had a hard time understanding simple english which is get into a circle. HAH~ Irna and myself seriously can't stop laughing including Sufi again. Well, even one student from that class wanted to laugh looking at us laughing. :D Then played Wacko and Silent something. I forgot the other word, lol. Okay then they are extremely cute lah. Sec 1, sec 1. Haiyooo. Then blahblah, they then played the hula chain! I helped Khairil's group and that class is so fun. Had the best hula chain game with them together with Irna and Khai who played along as well and ended up losing. HAHHA! THEY KENA FORFEIT! BANANA DANCE BEYBEH! (: Khairil so semangat.

Then we had to gather and make a huge circle and everybody had to hold hands. The sec 1's sabo us by answering a yes to gordon's question of, ' do you want your seniors to play?' Walaowei~ Then we played together with them and luckily we were save but not for long. The group of sec 1's had to do the chicken dance and gordon asked edwin to do together and he did! HAHAH. And the sec 3 councillors sabo gordon to do it also and in the end, he asked all the councillors to gather in the middle of the stage to do chicken dance. How embarrassing lah okay! Then came Ferdaus and she lead us by the song which is out of tune! HAHAHHA~ Then it's gonna end real soon as Mrs Teo asked us to gather and council also need to gather fast if not cannot go for recess so we are so kan chiong and gathered super fast. HAHAH. Then Mrs Teo asked, who wants to go for recess first put up your hands. And all the councillors put up but in the end she said we had a debrief. Aww, if not we could have gone first. Lol. Then had debrief and such and i'm beginning to like council from that time on.

Had recess and at 11+ went back to class to continue lessons and it was geog. Mr Tan was super funny and i bet Geog would be very much interesting. [: Then had Maths. Luckily today have no quiz. Hooooray! Aliya and me were like doing countdown. Five minutes more to class ending. Hhahah~ We didn't want quiz lah! :P Then its POA! Alamak, i hate it okay. Thank god it's only 1 period and it's quite fast cause if its not then we could have fallen asleep like yesterday. LOL. Had lunch and then assembly. Before and after assembly all the councillors had lectures from gordon and kenneth cause of the lining up duty. I just thought that council is quite fun already after the games thing but in the end, it changed my mind and its stuck as, council can never have fun just for a day without lectures. ): sad sia like that.

After school, lined up at bookshop cause syaf wanted to buy something and i saw someone in the world. Awww, okay shooooosh. Takde makne okay. Um then went to bubble tea shop and thank you Sheau Jing for the $5 treat! You're so kind! [: After that went home like one idiot chasing for 168 at the school bus stop. Ass~

Okay, the end.

start of something new.

2008-01-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Oke, hello all ! [:

So, today is the first day of school and i personally think its okay. not that good, not that bad. not that interesting either. well, that's what you call school isn't it ? :/

Ct > PE > Mother Tongue > Recess > Comb. Chem > Social Studies > Elect.Hist > Lunch > POA > E Maths.

That is today's timetable. From 0730 - 1520. Woah, so long right ?! -.-' Sucks yea, what to do we still have to attend it. Sheeeeeeeesh. Oke, noe let's elaborate more on each subject yea. So, i reached school at 6-7 am with Ferdaus and met up with Stephanie and Maya. And then Hidayu and Syaf came and yay! Finally met Enam Jahanam again (: After that we went up to class and send each one of us to our respective classes. We sent Hidayu first, next is me and Maya followed by Fer and then Syaf and Steph. Then we assemble at the parade square as per usual and blahblahblah, went back to class. And we had our interaction time with our form teacher which is.. Cikgu Abidah. YAY! [: So had the introduce yourself kinda thing again ( fyi, i hate it ) LOL. okay, after that we had chee hean as the class chairman. hooooray again! :D And we had discussed about class theme and class t-shirt. wahh, i wanna win and get vouchers leh! topshop you know. hahahha~ okay, whatever. thennn, its time for PE.

Well, one period of PE gone and left one only so then Mr Ang talktalktalk and the end. Lesson ended! (: And omg! we are gonna have a SPORT DAY! Like, finally or what. hurhur~ Then its, Mother Tongue.Passed up our lovely homeworks and i sat with Ayu in class. There were so little of us and yet, its fun lah. Loves! Hah. After that is Recess and we're all lost searching for our class table. In the end we anyhow seat and stupid, (insert a name) is behind me. Idiot. :X

After recess had chem. Mdm Sharifah is the teacher for chem and she's as per normal, so strict maut. I can't even talk to Aliya in class. Sheesh. Oh ya, did i say that my handphone rang during class ? HAHAHAHH~ Terkejut berok okay. The stupid alarm rang and thankfully cikgu didn't scold me. :/ Back to chem. Well, we have to get a distinction for chem as what mdm sharifah said. hurhur~ i'll try! (: So what's next ? Um, Social Studies. Mr Azahar was our teacher and somehow while talking he almost lost his voice. HAHAH, funny sia. :B Next Elect. Hist~ Woah, alot of people in one class eh. 58 in total like 3 classes combine, 3/3 , 3/4 and 3/5.

And then lunch. Something happened to Ayu and (insert a name). Dah jodoh lah katekannn. Ehem! HAHAHAHAH~ Aqilah helped me buy my books cause of something. Haiyoo~ Thanks again eh! [: Then went back to class and had POA. OMG! I HATE POA AND THE TEACHER ALSO. I don't understand a single thing he said and suddenly, he gave us homework. Can you imagine that?! Everyone didnt understand a single thing and almost all was about to fall asleep. People like, Aliya, Clive and Zeehan. HAHAHHAHA~ Zeehan and Clive is so funny. Like what me and Aliya observed. Lol. Poa sungguh merepek. The End~ Maths next and thats when Aliya's phone rang. HAHAH, macam sway kann? First mine, then hers. Lol, thank god the teacher didn't heard. HAH, then had homeworks for maths. Like shit~

I'm currently trying to finish up my homework cause i wanna be a good girl. LOL, merepek. I just don't wanna slack again and i don't wanna kanchiong do homework in school tmr. So, i'm changing! HAHAHA. Tomorrow i'm gonna miss half of the day till end of recess cause got to do the sec 1 orientation thing. Fun okay~ Skip class but sadly its english and mt. Why not Maths or POA ?! Alermak~ -.-'

i don't understand why i kept clashing with you. seriously, i didnt mean to like follow wherever you go. i didnt do it on purpose okay. like in the canteen, i didnt know you were there and at the bookshop, i didnt know you were there either. so, to make things clear, i did not do it on purpose and i didnt meant to follow you around. so sorry.

dearest enam jahanam.

2007-12-31T23:39:00.000+08:00

here's a post for my dearest bestest friends.

Dear enam jahanam,

i wanna thank you people for believing in me. everyone of you is every special to me and i don't know how to repay you guys for all the care and concern you guys have given me. I didn't know that our friendship can be this close and when we're getting closer by day, there's a time where we have to seperate and nows the time. i don't want to seperate with you guys ever but still, although we're not gonna be in the same class next year i really wish we could hang out like we use to. All the pictures we took and all the fun we had will always and forever be in my mind. I wish you guys could make me proud and don't ever give up okay! I believe in you guys just like how you guys believe in me. I wish to say more but my mother's nagging so, i'll end this post.

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH )':

whats past is past.

2007-12-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

In less than an hour its gonna be a new year, 2008.

I wanna take this opportunity to say something:-

i'm gonna miss 2007 although many unwanted thing happened in this year. All those memories i had with faris and syafiq will always be remembered. My dear 2/2 mates are so gonna be missed like hell cause i'm gonna get new classmates soon but i don't want to! ): Enam Jahanam, i wish you guys the best for the upcoming years and may you guys so well in everything and i'll support you guys all the way alright! And also to Farah and Darwita and whoever i kinda fight with (in silence) or whoever i offended, i'm sorry if i did anything wrong to you guys and hopefully in 2008, this won't happen again cause i don't wanna enemy anyone. Again, i'm sorry. To the teachers of 2/2, eventho i kinda hate you somehow, thanks for teaching me for this year and i apprieciate it. Oh, to this homeworks im doing, you're so getting on my nerves bodoh!

So yea, that's what i wanna say [:

I wish in 2008, i can make my parents proud with my results.

i wish i could and will concentrate more in class, not to slack.

And alot more.

Goodbye 2007 , Hello 2008!

need to be done, now.

2007-12-31T10:41:00.001+08:00

i've made up my mind. i have to finish up all those homeworks by today.

what , 2 more days to school. let's have fun tomorrow then! (:

and oh, thanks to nurul nabilah & nurul jannah for helping me with the homeworks yesterday.

expect the unexpected.

2007-12-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

the unexpected can happen anytime.

and something just shocked me like hell.

but still, i wish it could happen again.

baik ah, tak game punyer.

2007-12-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

This ain't working, seriously.
]:

Biler mau game babe. Dari tadi pegang homework tapi tak buat-buat. -.-'
Forever tak game dahh. Haiyooo~

sering terfikir-fikir.

2007-12-29T16:23:00.000+08:00

Boooo! [:

Let's list something out alrights. I'm stressed up, shittyass.

~~English~~

~~Maths~~

~~Science~~

Malay

~~Geography~~

~~History~~

Oke, almost all are done except for malay. Alermakk~ Leceh babe, leceh. -.-' Tried to do malay but without the pictures, like not fun liddat. Lol, lame excuses. Toooot printer ink finish at the wrong timing. When i need it, its finished. But when i don't need it, i waste it like water flowing. So how ? Like that lahhh. 2 templates are done, doing the 3rd one now. i think i might be finishing my homework by monday instead of tmr cause tomorrow i heard that we're going to the beach again! yay~ lets have fun beybehh. :D

Well, till then. I'm lazy to type more.
GOODBYE!

homeworks make me go crazy.

2007-12-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

Homework, homework & homework!
):

Its making me rush like mad and i can go crazy anytime now. Thankfully, i'm finally done with Science ( 3- dimensional model) and i'm left with the essays ( 1 more essay to go!) which i'm currently doing. i've decided not to sleep until i finish everything that i need to do for science so that i would have enough time for malay. Maybe, i would just continue pasting the decorations and pictures that i've done for my malay cover page.

Wait, i'm not really clear about Malay. Is a cover page needed ? Cause if its needed than the total paper would be 6 right ? cause one paper 3 pictures and total of 5 paper, 15 pictures. Oh well, i dont understand what im talking about anyway. heh~ Fine, whatever. I'll ask Amirah or whoever.

I reallyreally want to finish up my homeworks badly by this Saturday or Sunday perhaps ? I need rest before school reopens cause it's gonna be havoc! :D

Closer to where I started, chasing after you.

2007-12-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hello readers [:

Hanging by a moment by Lifehouse is such a nice song. Aww, loves! :D And i super duper love the chorus part.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Went out today, for like 7 hrs. -.-' tiring lah and now, im soo sleepy. zzzz~
bedok -> tanjong pagar -> rivervally -> bugis -> ubi -> homeee! (:

First went to school to buy the malay books that i haven't got and book covers. Took bus and when i got down and started walking, i turned behind and guess who i saw ? Shahreen & Rahmat. Dengs~ Then i asked my mother to walk faster cause they are catching up. Lol, i just don't wish to clash. Went into the school and thank god, no need to wear uniform to go in cause i wasnt in my uniform anyway. Stupidly, they also came in to buy books. whatthehell! :/ Dah gitu, nak stare stare. I didn't even care to look back and seriously, i treat them as if they're invisible. Hahahhaha~ The malay books were out of stock so only bought plastic cover. buat penat je datang. Then in the mean time, saw Irna and another person i forgot her name. I'm so friendly, said hello to everyone who knows me (: Okay, whatever. After that, went to Bedok Interchange and had breakfast at Macdonalds. Had pancakes and then we headed to Tanjong Pagar.

Took mrt and stopped at Tanjong Pagar cause we're collecting some prizes at Mediacorp, Bestway building or something like that. My sister won a Noddy airport playset and it's huge. It's for a 3 year old kid to play whereas she was 7 years old. I was showing her the -.-' face all the way. Lol, seriously she's too old to play with that lah. Aiyoyo~ Something funny happened when we're going out of the building uh. I was listening to my Mp3 throughout the journey and after recieving the prize, were going to rivervally so my mother wanted to take a cab there. I didn't care much then i heard her shouting and thought she shouted, eh eh! gurmit singh! but actually she said, eh eh! taxi ah. tahan cepat. HAHAHHA, but seriously i thought she shouted gurmit singh and want his autograph as she was kinda had the running action too. LOL, i'm deaf. Took the cab to Rivervally and settle some stuff which i dont know what. Then we headed to Bugis beybeh!

Took bus there and i tell you the bus stops are full with (insert something here). Everywhere~ Okay then went to bugis street and i wanted to buy cardigan and it's not really fun going there with your parents cause they will disagree with what you want to buy somehow. I had a hard time getting that yellow cardigan but after a few pleading and stuff, finally i bought one. But its not the jacket type that i usually wear, its the t-shirt type. Okay, whatever. Um, then i wanted to buy skinny jeans but my mother was like disagreeing as she said its too tight and blahblahblah. I finally gave up on buying it. -.-' Then my sister bought a watch and i wanted one too but in the end i gave up again cause my mother said its too expensive. Its $12 ? Haizz~ I was like, alah. tak payah ah. *walk off* we then went to KFC and i didnt talk cause i was too angry that kind of thing. Well, not really lah. Pissed much ?

Took bus again to Ubi. My mother wanted to pass something to my nenek sedara. Then home sweet home, finally. Totally exhausted lah kannn. Everywhere also take bus although we have a car. -.-' Ape sey~ Now, i need to finish up those homework. I already got an idea for Science (bio) and hopefully done by today and tmr i can work on my malay. 6 more days to school reopen, sucks.

i wish i had freedom to go wherever i want.
i wish i had freedom to buy whatever i want.
i wish i can go out whenever i want.
i wish, i wish & i wish but nothing can come true.

fairytales end with, they lived happily ever after.

2007-12-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

that orangeyy guy.

2007-12-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hello friendzys [:

I'm totally exhausted and sleepy right now so don't mind if this is a nonsensical post or whatever, okay! :D
First and foremost, MERRY CHRISTMAS (: Secondly, let's start the story.

Early in the morning at 8am, had to wake up and get ready cause we're going to a .. PICNIC! heh~ I didn't know about the plan and due to sleeping too late at night, i couldn't wake up the next morning. Didn't want too much nagging, had a bath and got ready. Omg, the way i'm posting is super boring right ? -.-'

Finally we reached Pasir Ris Park! Hooooray :P There were alot of people there, having camping and such and mostly all are Malays. Surprisingly. Settled down at a spot underneath a pokok kelapa and beside us was another family. Didn't really care though. Then after that we played kite flying although i don't seem to know how to play it. Took pictures everywhere since i got a camera in my hands. HAHAHAHHA~ Okay, whatever. Um, then the others came and suddenly when i came back to the tent, we are in between 2 families which have loads of teenagers and all are guys. -.-' wth kan. The one on the left, had one guy who lookes exactly like (insert a name). I can't deny it and i kept looking to make sure that its not (insert a name) just in case. Yes, i was shocked nak mampos. Alright, we then played with water in the sea. There is also some pathetic mats fishing beside us and kept looking. Like ewww, then they bukak baju sumer. Nak tunjuk abs konon~ The funny thing is that they at some time they thought they caught a fish and the whole group was soo excited and the thing they caught turns out to be a plastic bag! HAHAHHA~ My family and myself were laughing like mad ah. LOL SEY. Oh ya, the family on my right pulak, thought that there were only a few people and it turns out to be like a soccer team. And its all guys. We are freaking surrounded by them. Sheeeeeesh betol.

Okay then decided to go cycling. AND OMG, ITS THE MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT IN MY LIFE! Seriously okay! I was cycling with my 2 other cousins and there's like a place with like not many people lah. Then got this guys and their sister is riding on the bike going the opposite way but in the same lane as me. I thought that they are going to the left so i decided to go to the right and thennn, BANG! The sister moved to the left and i hit the guys bike. As in, he went to the right and i went to the right too and we both braked but too late, hit each other. Wahh piang oi. Then my cousin started laughing and his brother also started laughing at the both of us. -.-' We didnt even talked nor say sorry. Then we both just cycle off, like wtf. Embarrassing right ? Abeh the both of us like stare at each other like that. Everything paused for like 10 seconds just for staring. Aiyoyo~ My cousins were like laughing at me and saying what, romantic lah what lah. Sungguh paisey. Then just continue cycling and suddenly clashed with them again! I didnt realise ah but there was a guy eating an ice cream on a bike infront of me smiling macam nak rak but i ignored cause i didnt know who then my cousins told me that it was that guy's brother. And thankfully, that guy didnt saw me. Fulamakkk~ Nasibnasib. After that incident, felt so paisey. -.-' And blahblahblahblahblah, went home at 6pm. So now, let the pictures do the talking.

( WARNING: My face looked horrible so hope you don't mind. Sheeeesh~)

Actually there's more but i'm lazy. So, GOODBYE!

what happens yesterday, ends at that moment.

2007-12-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings [:

I'm actually quite lazy to update about yesterday night but for whoever-that-wanted-to-know's sake, i'll tell but don't blame me if its merepek okay. Hah :D

(WARNING : DON'T READ THIS PARAGRAPH IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT CAUSE IT ONLY CONCENTRATES ON A CERTAIN PERSON AND ITS FULL OF THAT GUY THAT I SAW. )
Okay so yesterday night, i went out with my family. We went to Giant the one which is extra big at Tamp. Okay, whatever. Went there as per normal, i mean, as a normal kid wearing a tee and jeans. Nothing interesting right~ Shopped with my grandmother while my parents were somewhere else. I'm such a nice kid helping her grandmother okay (: At a point, we went to look for rice and suddenly, pooof! got one person looking at me. -.-' Looks like Haikal somehow but its not. I just acted normal lah, fyi, i'm always normal but sometimes mengelabar (like wth ?) Fine, ape-ape je lah. Then thought that incident ended there cause theres like tons of people yesterday and its super packed but i was wrong. ishk~ I was looking at the chicken and suddenly, he appeared somewhere near me, around there lah kan. Stupid. I did ignored and just pretend not to see anybody. Bodoh okay~ Let's cut it short shall we ? Okay, i met him everywhere i go and its stupidly irritating when he starts to stare at me and looked at me in the eye. I hate eye-contacts lahhh. Sheeeeeesh betol. After that, i went to search for my auntie with my sister and we were like having our own merepek conversation and when i turned, he appeared right infront of my eyes. I repeat, right infront of my eyes! wtf. He so called wanted to sengaje langgar tapi tak menjadi. aww, kesian. -.-' Then after paying the stuff, clashed again! omggggg~ When going home, hell loads of clashes with him. Pathetic & Nonsense day isn't it ?

Alright, end of story. But still, after that i went to Simpang Bedok to eat and there's ALOT of mat motor and there's many kinds of them. Hell loads of teenagers and i did come at a wrong timing, cause there is soccer at that time and when Man U scored the goal, everyone shouted and its like the whole stadium shouting GOAL! at the same time. Woah, its damn loud okay. Hhahahah :D

Today, i went out with my cousin. Just went window-shopping at Tampines Mall and Century Square. I finally bought a pencil box which is.. BLUE! (: Then after that, went walking at library there. Sekali, I saw someone who looks exactly like the guy i mentioned in the earlier paragraph which also looked like Haikal. And i was like so kan chiong ah. LOL~ Then when i look closer, its HAIKAL. And i smiled and waved. HAHHAHAHHA~ Can be considered that i was paisey. Hehh. Merepek sungguh hari ini.

Well okay, this is the end of my merepek post.
GOODBYE!

trying this and that but nothing can work.

2007-12-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

Hello people who reads my blog and refuses to tag [: *kidding~

Firstly, i wanna know who created science. Don't they know that science is such a pain in the neck ? Pfft. Okay, so now what is the arrangement of particles in a water molecule ? wtf. And you have to do a 150 words write-up which i cant do cause i don't even understand the question. okay, whattheheck. School reopens in just a week time and i'm still struggling with stupid homeworks.

Now that brings me to the second point. i wanna know who gave the science holiday homework which turns out to be a disaster! I can accept holiday homework but not this kind of making a 3-dimensional model which they will eventually throw our work into rubbish bins in after a few months or even weeks. Okay this sentence at the very end of the worksheet says, ' So let your creative juices flow and show us your talents! ' . It made me laugh like mad. It's like somehow a competition or something. And fyi, my creative juices has stopped flowing long time ago. -.-' Wait theres another sentence which is so crap. ' Bonus marks will bawarded if you use recycled materials for your model. This is also one way you can protect our environment.' HAHAHHA~ I didn't know there is such words as bawarded. :D And is this Geog or Sci ? Save the environment, yeaa right.

Well, i guess i stop blabbering about homeworks now. My point of posting is just to relieve my stress about homework which is ruining every second of my life. Pffft~

stupid thing called jealousy.

2007-12-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

Since you let me go, every single day seems impossible.
Just can't get you out of my mind. Everything i see brings back memories of you and me.
Left me on my knees, even though its been hell im still begging please.
And I really just wanna know why~

Hello fellow readers (:

I've been watching all those tv shows and movies recently and mostly, all are romantic kinda stuff. Well, kinda addicted to it cause its fun to watch lah. But everything seem so fake cause it can't really happen in life that's only if you're lucky and everything is already fated. How i wish life was like a fairytale which eventually became real. Okay, so everyone must have watched Enchanted right ? I just watched it a few days ago though. Yea, i wished it happened like that. Like, so cool and romantic. HAH, dream on.

I don't know what got into me but i think i'm typing this post in a wierd way. Don't you think so ? Currently i feel like life is super boring. I've been staring at this computer, every single day throughout the whole holiday for like 2 months or so. Imagine that. My life is so useless and not to forget holiday homeworks, it made the whole thing worse. Actually i do miss school and i'm blessed having such nice friends and classmates but sometimes school is just the worst place to be in. All those naggings and scoldings from teachers are the worst and not to forget punishments from our mr. discipline master. -.-' i hate it. Can i just get away from all those things that i hate and have life the way i want it ? i guess not.

I'm seeing everyone having their own special friends around them to keep them company and such and i wish i have one. Yea, its just a wish but i can't. I've promised to myself and i wanna do well next year. I dont wish to slack just like i did this year which dissapoints everyone including myself. So yea, you can say that i'm jealous of them. Hell yes but still, like i said , i cant. Andddd i soo wish i can like hang out like everyone else. They can go anywhere they want and whenever they want to. Unlike me, soon to be rotting at home. Pfft~

I guess today's post is just a bore and i'm just reflecting on some stuff that i've been thinking about. Well, my homework is not being in a good situation. I still have science and malay and that is a lot okay. I tried to do abit of malay just now but didnt really succeed. Did some pasting and whatever and then stare the comp again for the 97583150971 time. My life is really a bore, trust me.

{ edited }
I just forgot something that made me laugh my ass off sampai terbaring-baring yesterday. Ferdaus was like so engross commenting on our science thing until her hands destroyed my battery collection. HAH, it was soo funny lah. The batteries fall like all over and fer said its because she was so fierce. AHH, right. Believe what she say. She just came back from holiday what. EHEM~ [:

Till then, GOODBYE~

Bersama kita menjalin kasih.

2007-12-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

I do wish miracles could happen before its just too late.
I have to believe it cause it happened before and i could never forget it [:

Hello dearest readers and strangers (:

I have finally finished one of my science (chem) and i'm left with bio.
Well, i did it with Syafiqah today from afternoon till night. LOL~
I mean, from 2.40pm till 7.35pm. Woah, long right ? Hehhhhh.
Its done but looked kinda cacat but who cares, at least i did it right.
The teachers better apprieciate my effort lor. Waste my time only.
:P

12.45 pm met Syaf at Tampines Library's bus stop.
I was kinda late cause Syaf was already there with her school uniform.
HAHAHHA~ She just came back from school pe kann. No offence eh syaf!
So then went to Tampines Mall and Century Square.
Syaf was eager to see the guy who smiled at me yesterday at the pasar malam nearby there.
Sekali, dier takde. Lol sia~ :D

Walkwalkwalk then went home with Syaf.
Came to my house and at first used the comp then decided to start on Science.
Before that, i copied her Maths first. HAHAHHAHA~ (:
Carik kesempatan only lah kan. Ehem.
Did Science for a short while then used comp again. Hah~

Ate, did science, chat, called fer and so on.
Fer came at 6+ and we still havent finish our science.
Syaf verythefunny sey, the ball kept dropping out of her hand as just she asked some questions.
That shows that you cant talk while painting the ball, kan syaf ? (((((:

Ohh and we talked so loud like nobody business cause my mother was not at home.
And theres freeeedom, not really tho. HAH.
But overall fun uh plus chatting with the despo kid in msn.
Sungguh merepek. He wanna ask me out and stuff like ewwww. No thank you, despo.
HAHAHHAHA :D Lets do something like this again okay, kawan-kawan ?
Must ajak Ayu also. More fun with her belo-ness. Aww, i miss Nur Hidayu bte Mohd. Yusof.
):

Well okay, i'm tired already lah.
Later got Survivor and KAMI! YYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYY! -.-'
Okay, so.. GOODBYE!

Yet, i've found another that attracts me.

2007-12-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO REAAADERS (:

Alright, i am sleepy but still i'm not sleeping till 1am.
I've got to watch KAMI again although i've watched the whoooole episode on youtube.
Heh. Seriously its fun to watch! Go check it out yea. Its at 12 midnight on 8TV :D
Thanks to that, i'm now attracted to him ;

His real name is Syarul Ezani and he is super duper hawt [:
Now, he's another my victim of obsession.
And fyi, he's character in the show is Ali ~ Heh, hawt tau.
For more information of this hawt guy, go here;
Syarul Ezani aka Ali~
Okay, whateverr~

So today is Hari Raya Haji ! And my day today is kinda fun you know.
(:
Firstly, yesterday night slept super late and was forced to wake up at 8 !
Imagine that, i can't even open my eyes. I was even shouted to wake up like mad okay.
Yet, i still insist in sleeping. So, my mother took a cup of water and pour it on me.
I was like, wth ? But, i just wipe it and got back to sleep. Heh.
I was having a veryvery good dream okay and it just disappeared like that. -.-'
After much naggings being heard, i woke up and sweep the floor and finally bathe.
lol :D And then got ready cause people coming to my house.

While waiting decided to watch KAMI on youtube and i got hooked to it till everyone came.
I was stuck inside my room watching episode by episode without stop.
My cousins came and they also join sekaki tengok cerite KAMI. HAHAHAHHA~
Then they got bored cause they dont understand and decided to go mama shop.
I joined and had a lot of fun. Bought ice creaaaam. Yummy (:

When i came back, went straight into my room and continue watching KAMI. Lol!
What can i do, its super fun alright. Romantic kinda story at some parts only.
Well then Tentang Bulan start and off to watch it. Okay, i love that movie.
Been seeing it like everytime i had the Cd but it was returned to the owner, of course.
So then after that my auntie asked whether i wanted to go to Tampines Mall and obviously i would say, YES!
[:

Got ready and we're off! Cik Aziz send us there. And oh, there is pasar malam eh. HHAHAHA.
Okay, um. First thing when i reached there, i turned to my left and there's this guy smiling at me.
My facial expression was like, -.-' and turned to (: after he smiled so wide nak mampos.
Felt kinda rude if i didnt smiled back but still, it didnt mean anything.
So yea, walked around and i'm in love with the small sling bags. I've got to get one soon.
Our next stop was.. Toys'R'us. Annnnnd again, something happened. Blahhhhs~

Seriously, i was wearing baju kurung and no one care except for some guy in the world.
Like, err. Why the heck are you looking at me ? Tak puas hati pe. Ishk~
Okay so, one guy at Toys'R'us is like walking with his family and blahblahblah.
I was just like normal. Then just walked past him like some heck-care-dont-care person.
And my cousin was like, eh. he was staring and looking at you.
I went, ah ? for what ? Ape je~ LOL.
Okay lah, i dont care anymore. wanna look then look lah. -.-' terokterok~

Thought it was over but then, met him at Macdonalds pulak.
Stare stare, alamak! -.-' ZZZZ~
But still i gave that smile cute little girls face. Pathetic.
He kept turning back also. How terok can this get ?
And oh, i saw Rusydi Shah and one more, i forgot what he's name.
He also stare at me. wtf !

Then its over. Went walking around and finally going home.
Took 168 back and AGAIN. Theres some stupid staring thing again.
Was walking to a seat in the bus and got this kid was told by my cousin was looking at me.
I didnt care lah. Just as per normal. Got into the bus and seat down.
Muke selumber je ah jalan nak duduk. Then my cousin was at the back and saw that he looked at me like all around. I mean, where i go and where i seat and stuff.
I was like, ape sey. I didnt even realise he was looking. So, whatever. Heh (:

Reached home and continued watching KAMI. Obsessed, you might say.
So, another half an hour to KAMI on tv. Gotta catch it lahh.
Tomorrow Syaf coming to my house to do science. YAY!
HAHAHHA :) Let me show you whose, KAMI ;

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

listen to it when i'm gone.

2007-12-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

I SAY HELLO :D

Oh wait, i forgot what i wanna say. shit~
Ahh, okay. I've changed my blogskin, again (:
The picture credits to hidayu and myself. Lololololololol.
Okay, i'm actually bored. Thought of finishing Maths but i dont know how to do.
Heh. So, decided to rest after all the kalang-kabutness of finishing up those homework.

Later going to Plaza Singapura, i think.
I wanna buy my science stuff and malay's too. Off to spotlight, i guess.
Buying styrofoam only. Pathetic kann, -.-'

Actually i didnt get enough sleep cause last night slept at 1am.
Due to watching some tv shows which is superrr fun.
I wanna watch it again today, and the next day and the following day and it continues~
(:

Alamak, i forgot something;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DANIEL!

Okay uh. I'll update again later, i'm out of words.

when you know you can't get what you want, you'll still wait for no reasons.

2007-12-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE-PEOPLE [:

Firstly, gooodbye to Nur Hidayu Bte Mohd. Yusof cause she going KL.
May you have a goood and save trip through and fro.
Alahhh, aku akan rindu kau oi. ):
Now, no one will help me edit my pictures, no one to chat with and no one to joke around.
ANNNNND, no one to go out with.
Well, when you're there, dont forget me okay ? Heh.
& kirim salam kat Ibnur. Hoho, kekasih kau menunggu di sana. :P
Okayy, HAVE FUN TAU! :D

Secondly, I've finaaaaaaaaaally finish my geog and half of Maths part 2.
Yayyyyyy. Nak dekat habis homework sumer.
Cey, happy sey. Ehem (:
Okay, no mood already. Lol.

GOODNIGHT HOR.

its hard for me to tell you i love you cause the love was meant for someone else.

2007-12-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO DEAR READERS~

Hady Mirza won Asian Idol, eventually.

I can see from his reaction that he's extremely shocked and so was i.

Hahahaha. Didn't really expect him to win although i want him to but in the end he still won.

So, HipHipHoooray! (:

He got to travel around the world okay. Can i follow, please ? :D

Ohoh, the time he won i was shouting, clapping & jumping like mad in the middle of the night, alone.

HAHAHHAHH~ but pity the rest lah. They were all great singers.

Well, congrats to all especially HADY ! [:

Anyway..

Raja's pm says ; 'sometimes it takes another person to love just to forget the one you used to love.'

But what if you can't accept anyone else except the one you used to love ? -.-'

Alah, whatever lah. Its automatic ~ lololololololol.

So.. here's some picturesssss.

DONE & GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

Everything i see brings back memories of you and me.

2007-12-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! [:

Alrighty~ At long last, i'm finally done with English beybeh!
HAHAHHAHA, happy oi (:

Basically, we have to write a compo about mysteries and i tell you..
I'm extremeeeely not good at writing compos about mysteries.
I hate to watch programmes about mysteries too so you can't expect me to do good in this compo.
And fyi, aku asal boleh hentam. Siak jer aku~
Okay see, Syaf did like about 5 pages and i only did like about 2 pages.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH. Well, what can i say. terokterok~

I actually thought of doing Geography but still, i dont understand how to do.
Sungguh merepek okay~ -.-'
Alright, see what's left okay. Heh, lots more i tell you.

}~~finish up history homework.~~
}finish up geography powerpoint slides.
}~~& finish up english compo.~~
}finish up maths.
}finish up science whatever thing lah.
}finish up mother tongue scrapbook.

Okay so, Maths i will ask Syafiqah to help me since she finish already mahh.
Then Geography i will anyhow hentam do it. Tomorrow must finish doing it already.
Malay i need to buy somemore paper and take more picturesss!
Abehh science, ahhh. I hate doing it okay. 2 summore, wtf. Syaf gimme idea for one already.
But still need the bio structure thing. Shitttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyy betol.

So, i cant wait for homework to be done. Cause i wanna go out oi!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA, wait longlong lor. :D

* five, fifteen, seventeen, eighteen & NINETEEN rocks.
[ ridhuan, nor alam shah, shahril ishak, lionel lewis & khairul amri! ]
Syafiqah bte sulaiman likes elevennnnnnn~
Cause its Fazrul Nawas. you know.. Fazwin. EHEM! ((((((:
Faz here, Faz there.. Faz Faz everywhere. Heh.

just a short love in a short time.

2007-12-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

when someone's looking at you, you would just feel it.

and when you looked back, you cant get it over and it would continue.

the feeling is rather superb cause you know maybe that person was meant for you.

but what's the use if you know that nothing would ever happen between the both of you

as none will take the first step and you wish that person would.

its just love at first sight for just a short while.

and you might go, ' aww, what a waste. i wish i'd get to know him later in life.'

* just a short thought cause ive got to get my homework done before Hidayu smacks my head ):

Till the day my life is through, this I promise you.

2007-12-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

OKAYOKAY, HELLO !

Super sweeeeeet day it is today (:
Hoho, only amirah knows what i mean. Like seriously sweeet uh. HAHA~
If you wanna know what, go to madrasah perdaus at bedok ..
butttt, it should be over by now though. Lollums!
:D

It shouldnt be happening, but it happen anyway.
Awwww, sweeeeeeeeeet tau. heh [:
Okay, forget about it already. Well, the purpose for me to go madrasah is to take my report book & ..
Its super shocking lah kannnnnnn. heees (((((:

For the first semester, i got pathetically 5/50 for hadith.
But for this semester, i got surprisingly 43/50 for hadith.
HAHAHAHHAH, i thought it was kinda merepek cause i anyhow hentam also can get that marks. terokterok~
Thenn um, ibadah from 26/50 i got 50/50. macam siak je! -.-'
Skip the rest cause all kinda same from 20-30+ , jump to 40+.
Wierd isnt it ? I'm confused myself, you know!

The position & total score was the most extreme shocking ever. Like mimpi, serious.
Total score in first semester ; 193 / 350 (*wahh piang, terrible hor.*)
Position in first semester ; 36 / 93 (*ok-ok lah, can tahan*)
Total score in second semester ; 290 / 350 (* my mouth went, :0 *)
Position in second semester ; 6 / 95 (* it went even bigger, : OOOOO *)

Alhamdulillah. HAHAH! (:
Sad lah next year Fer not in the same class. Ishhh~ I'm not happy eh, FER!

OHOHOH, i forgot one stupid thing that happen yesterday when Shahril Ishak scored the first goal.
Okay, i was watching the match with my auntie. She was into the game, just like me uh. Semangat lahh katekan~ HAHAH.
Then when Shahril Ishak scored, the both of us suddenly shouted, " GOAL!" fcking loud uh! hahahhaha~
She was like, " Astarafirullahalazim. kite tak sadar, kite tak sadar. Astarafirullahalazim~"
HAHAHHAHAHAHA. We kept laughing like mad uhhhh. Lollums (:

Anyway, i have a birthday wish.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAZRUL!
Hah, I still remember this guy. Met him at orang kahwin and then..
JENGJENGJENG. Cannot tell lor~ :D

Alamak, i thought that i was supposed to finish up the homeworks by today right ?
The thing is, i didnt finish it up lah.
Come on people, smack me in the head! ):
But i will finish it up by tmr, no more delaying.

*pssst, i love number nineteen cause its Khairul Amri's jersey number oi!

i give you my word, i give you my heart.

2007-12-14T19:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO KAWAN-KAWAN [:

Singapore vs Vietnam was a successful match indeed.
5-0 was the total score and it was mostly scored by Fazrul Nawas.
Andand Shahril Ishak scored the first goal. (hawt oi, ehem.) :D
Sadly to say, Khairul Amri wasn't playing.
I was looking forward to see him playing but instead i saw him in crutches ):
Awww, and this is the last time he's playing in the sea games cause its under 23 only.
That will also include some other players like Agu Cashmir and even Shahril Ishak!
No more fun watching soccer already lah like that. Sheeeeeeeeeesh betol.
)':

Well, i'm currently trying my best to.. err.. start on my English homework.
Heh, i couldnt start earlier cause the sea games caught my attention lah kann.
Oh ya, Kendrick Lee lost to Taufik Hidayat and manage to get a Silver.
Aww, sad lah. He plays super well uh. Congrats (:
Back to homework, just started and i have till tmr to finish up.. um, lets see.

}~~finish up history homework.~~
}finish up geography powerpoint slides.
}& finish up english compo.

Goshh, i better finish up my English today so tmr i still have time for Geog.
Tomorrow's gonna be a buzy day cause i need to take madrasah report book and 2/2 having a bbq at punggol.
Ohh, reminder to HIDAYU, FERDAUS & SYAFIQAH;
'If you guys going tmr, meet at Bedok Inter at 1pm' , JiaYi said.
Okay so, better get started with English.

(get well soon yer, khairul amri. heh, world je aku.)

bum bum's achievement.

2007-12-13T22:01:00.001+08:00

HELLO READERRRRRRRRS (:

I've made a achievement lah ehh. *EHEM*

ALTHOUGH I'M A LAZY BUMBUM, I'VE FINISH MY HISTORY HOMEWORK TAU.

Ceyy. *clapclapclap* sorry, but just let me have fun for a while :D

Okay lah. it's very hard for me to finish one homework a day, you see.

I've been through alot today, especially the lazyness in me that seriously like wtf.

From 12+pm till 9.35pm, i struggled macam nak rak to finish up at least history.

And thank god, finally mann. Finally.

Heh (:

My first attempt resort to this ;

HAHAHAHHAHA. Macam siak je~

My second attempt resort to this pulak ;

Ambik gambar lah pulak kannnnn~ hoho.

So now you understand why i'm happy giler bab ? HAHAHHAHA.
Okay, this post is crap.
And oh, FER & SYAF, KHAIRUL AMRI IS HAWT OKAY.
(((((((((((((((:

happy birthdaaaaay.

2007-12-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

just a short one for now, okay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAFIZ SHOLIHIN!

lazy bumbum.

2007-12-13T13:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

i've some 'targets' to be achieved by 15th December 2007.
} finish up history homework.
} finish up geography powerpoint slides.
} & finish up english compo.

as for the rest, maybe sometime later eh.
hahahhah. :D
okay lah, if i never finish up those hw by 15 december, people pleaaaase smack me in the head cause i'm getting lazier each day. wtf~

when it just turn upside down.

2007-12-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO KHAIRUL AMRI'S FANS (!)
*smiling widely at nur hidayu bte mohd yusof*

That hello thing is random lah. I mean, its like me & hidayu are like going 'gaga' over khairul amri.
Ehem. His super hawt and talented, mind you. ;D
And oh how can i forget Shahril Ishak. Hys quite hawt but i admire him for his skills more.
Only IF i can play soccer, ohmygawwwwd. ( aku kaki bangku, deng.)

Well, yesterdays game was saddening.
If i was in it and by the time Thailand scored the 3rd goal, i would have already gave up and cried.
Seriously uh. You can imagine it yourself, right ? ):
But still, hopefully they can win Vietnam in the playoff for bronze medal.
I'm sure they can do it! [:
"Go young lions!~" (tak boleh main bola takpe, cheerleader pon jadilah :D)

Okay so today actually cikgu wanted to treat swensens but then..
people around are giving different information which makes me confuse and end up not going.
wah fun ehh, not. -.-'
first thought that people getting the A1 and A2 were supposed to go but then (amirah said that) dahiyah said that only the A1 can go. So, thinking that i would be superbly paisey if i'm the only A2 student going, i decided not to go.
Then, i went online and saw Faris online. I asked him why didn't he go.
And he said that Aqilah said that there wasnt any space left for him.
Ahhh, bagus sangat lah tu. Everybody giving different infos. -.-''''''''
Terokterok~
So then i just ignore the swensens thing ah. As if it didn't happen at all.
Earlier just now, i chatted with Fadillah and she didn't even know that the swensens thing is today.
Looks like the planning of this treat sucks. And the worse part is, i didnt get the treat.
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh betol.

For now, i'm stuck at home as per usual.
I want to finish up my hw lah dengdeng~ but, cannot. :P
Haiyooo.