
There are numerous stories to tell, things to share.
But i don't know where and how to start.
"If words can feel and tell, i know they felt the same way."
Firstly,
i felt guilty for telling you off though i think you meant well.
Secondly,
i wondered if you're angry with me because of it.
Thirdly,
i wonder what happened to you, not seeing you at all.
Fourth,
i really want to apologise to you for everything.
And lastly,
i want things to be like last time, i really do ):
I tried being nice, i tried to control my emotions.
But things end up the way it wasn't supposed to be, like we, being strangers.
Maybe its just not meant to be, right ? Yea, should be.
Whatever it is, i'm just here. You know where i am or how to get me.
Homeworks and tests are really exhausting. Three tests in a day is insane.
Mother tongue (CT) , Biology and Chemistry.
I screwed ALL of them, terribly. So much for studying and trying to change.
Teachers are giving us hard times yet nothing changed.
Oh well, what's the use then right ? Gosh, how irritating.
They should go to courses to learn how to treat students better.
Tsk D:
I'm really tired and really exhausted.
I really am, after all the trouble thinking of you.
Do you even know ? No, you don't.
Great, just great.
Ps, i don't know whether i should be on hiatus or not.
Maybe not but i won't update often though yea.