Saturday, December 22, 2007
,7:54 PM
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stupid thing called jealousy.
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Since you let me go, every single day seems impossible.
Just can't get you out of my mind. Everything i see brings back memories of you and me.
Left me on my knees, even though its been hell im still begging please.
And I really just wanna know why~Hello fellow readers (:
I've been watching all those tv shows and movies recently and mostly, all are romantic kinda stuff. Well, kinda addicted to it cause its fun to watch lah. But everything seem so fake cause it can't really happen in life that's only if you're lucky and everything is already fated. How i wish life was like a fairytale which eventually became real. Okay, so everyone must have watched Enchanted right ? I just watched it a few days ago though. Yea, i wished it happened like that. Like, so cool and romantic. HAH, dream on.
I don't know what got into me but i think i'm typing this post in a wierd way. Don't you think so ? Currently i feel like life is super boring. I've been staring at this computer, every single day throughout the whole holiday for like 2 months or so. Imagine that. My life is so useless and not to forget holiday homeworks, it made the whole thing worse. Actually i do miss school and i'm blessed having such nice friends and classmates but sometimes school is just the worst place to be in. All those naggings and scoldings from teachers are the worst and not to forget punishments from our mr. discipline master. -.-' i hate it. Can i just get away from all those things that i hate and have life the way i want it ? i guess not.
I'm seeing everyone having their own special friends around them to keep them company and such and i wish i have one. Yea, its just a wish but i can't. I've promised to myself and i wanna do well next year. I dont wish to slack just like i did this year which dissapoints everyone including myself. So yea, you can say that i'm jealous of them. Hell yes but still, like i said , i cant. Andddd i soo wish i can like hang out like everyone else. They can go anywhere they want and whenever they want to. Unlike me, soon to be rotting at home. Pfft~
I guess today's post is just a bore and i'm just reflecting on some stuff that i've been thinking about. Well, my homework is not being in a good situation. I still have science and malay and that is a lot okay. I tried to do abit of malay just now but didnt really succeed. Did some pasting and whatever and then stare the comp again for the 97583150971 time. My life is really a bore, trust me.
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I just forgot something that made me laugh my ass off sampai terbaring-baring yesterday. Ferdaus was like so engross commenting on our science thing until her hands destroyed my battery collection. HAH, it was soo funny lah. The batteries fall like all over and fer said its because she was so fierce. AHH, right. Believe what she say. She just came back from holiday what. EHEM~ [:
Till then, GOODBYE~
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