Saturday, October 27, 2007
,9:52 PM
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something new.
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THE PAST HAS RETURNED ?
( in my mind, in my heart and in my soul.)
i've promised not to cry but why must the past returned back in my mind. i just have to stop looking at it and hopefully it will be gone but its not working. yes, i admit that i still (fill in the blanks yourself) i miss those times, i miss everything actually. i wish it could never happen but its already the end of it. yang sudah tu sudah but can you except that fact ? i can't and i'm suffering cause of it. i want to get it over, i seriously do. but i can never force it to. my days were filled with laughters with (fill in the blanks yourself) around but now, things have changed. i have to lead my own live and you have to lead your own life too and i know that you will. i can see everything and i know that you wont feel what i feel. maybe, you wont be affected like i am and i wish you all the best in the future. although i joked around that doesnt mean im okay. its covering my sadness and everytime i see you, in pictures nor real life, every memory of you came back to me. i dont think i can ever forget it. till then, take care and treasure the ones you love.
love,
- athirah syazana
