Sunday, October 21, 2007
,8:25 PM
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feelings.
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no one understands. no one cares. i'm here, i'm not, no one notices. i tried to get into, but it just didnt work. sometimes, i wish i could get away from everyone. i don't want to talk, i don't wanna get involve in anything. i feel jealous. i don't understand why i am. everybody got what they want, but i dont. they want good grades, they got it. they want this they want that, the got it. no one ever wants to know what i want. my feelings are just not important to everyone. i'm just a person who will be there when they need me and i'll be gone when i'm not needed. sometimes, when i said yes. it means no. when i say no, it means yes. you guys dont understand do you ? its okay. if you dont want me to sms, i wont. im just wasting my effort doing this and that but still not apprieciated. i do everything that you guys want me to do but in the end, this is what i get in return. oh yay, i'm so happy to be neglected by my friends. oh hooray~ yes, i know im sarcastic and you guys wont be happy seeing me writing bad about you guys but until when do i have to keep this thing in my heart ? i dont want it to go over the top. so please, i dont feel like talking tomorrow. talk if you want, dont wanna talk your problem. im there or not, its just the same.
i hate everybody in the world including you.
