i don't even understand what i'm babbling about. i'm just having a disease where everything i write, there is always an error or mistake somewhere. you might think i'm joking or whatsoever but seriously, i'm not. it's irritating and gets on my nerves. i've been sending smses full of mistakes and while chatting, it happens too. so, i'm apologising to Faris ; for sending sms which is mostly full of errors and also to Ferdaus ; for chatting with errors which does change some meanings of sentences. okay fine, whatever. -.-

alrights, don't you even understand what nonsense i'm talking about ? hah, me neither. so, forget about it~ well, from morning till now many people have been going in and out of my house. obviously, since i'm having an open house from yesterday till today. talking about people going in and out, you might be thinking i must have collected hell loads of money but the fact is, i don't. even if i did, it would be handed over to my parents. so, don't start thinking of asking me for treats yea. i'm somesort broke~ hah (:

tomorrow is monday and it reminds me of the option form that i was supposed to fill up. my hopes are getting lower and lower each day. thinking of how and where am i going to end up. i've finally decided on my option classes after much thought about it. i have to make my own decisions, mind you. my first choice is E2, second is E3 , third is E4 , fourth is E1 and fifth is E5. i wasn't allowed to take E5 as the first, second, third or fourth choice. god, but i feel that i would end up there eventually. i'm seriously taking Geography as a humanities subject instead of History cause i'm waaaaaaay better in geog than in hist. there's like a huge gap between my geog scores and hist scores. an A1 and a C6 ? you can see the difference, i'm sure. so yea, hopefully its either E2, E3 or E4. as long as i'm in any of it, i'm quite happy already :D so, my End-Of-Year results are shit. ):

English; 62/100 - B4
Maths; 40/100 - E8
Science; 43/100 - E8
Malay; 71/100 - A2
Art; 71/100 - A2
Geography; 77/100 - A1
History; 52/100 - c6
Literature; 59/100 - c5
Dnt; 82/100 - A1

Seriously, what's the use of having 4As when you have 2Es. the As are just invisible ain't it. i'm just too dissapointed and only god knows how i felt. but still, there are people unsatisfied with their results although they did well of it. like hey, i fail 2 important subjects and you still can be unhappy although you passed ? gosh, how fun will it be if i can just replace their marks into mine. -.-' all i can do now is just try to hope for the best although every hope is gone. it has just vanished into thin air~