Thursday, August 02, 2007
,9:04 PM
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I have never been okay~
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I just couldn't get myself together sometimes.
I'm trying to hide it but it has never suceed.
Does every single Thursday be a total bore? I've feel it now and its a positive yes. :/
The day got worse towards the end and I can't hide the tears behind. Well, humans do have feelings right. Friends care and I can really see that in some of you. Thanks~
The day started and I wasn't being in a good mood early in the morning. Rush like every single day due to the lazyness of waking myself up. And Im seriously tired of rushing. Pfffft~ Reached school and I felt like sleeping. People around me are as noisy as ever and finally Syafiqah came early today. Congrats~ (: Assembly was pathetic and I had to stand and give out that papers as if the rest do not have hands to pass it to the back. How terrible can this school get? Shitty-ass.
PE was next and finally theres something interesting in school. But its not interesting anymore when we were told that there is a PE exam. What crap is that suppose to be? Theres like written test, Practical test and Project work. This world is getting haywire, fgs. Played basketball like a total freak and it reminds me of Netball. Only if there is still netball, I wouldn't be stressed up in this kind of situation. Pffffffft~ And the new cca is getting nowhere. -.-'
Mother Tongue was okay. Did Karangan and I can't find the idea of writing for the first time. Maybe I just wasn't focus.
Recess was a relief. Decided to eat since I was like hungry, very indeed. I can't really stand the environment. Its hot and we're like burning. Oh my dear world, pleaaaaaaaaaaase get back to normal. Pathetic, I know.
English was even bore-der then anything else. Englishhhhhhhhh is suuuuuuch a wasssssssssste of tiiiiiiiiime. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Im tired of having boring lesson! GET THAT?!
I'm losing my patience real soon. Fine, whatever. Science make me sleep. I WAS being focus but Im just sleeeepy. But in fact, I did learn something actually. History was a pain. I had enough of failing. Im just a failure. Blardy-ass. I'm not happy and I had it. History don't suck, its me who suck. ):
CME was much of a help. I can't control the sadness of failing and there, Mr tee talking of not giving up and such. There goes my tears streaming down. I wasn't even in the mood to talk. I tried to hide those tears but eventually, even Say fong knows about it. Well, he asked me why I wasnt in the mood/ sad during CME. And I guess, he is a nice friend. He knows when we're happy and when we're not. Thanks for your concern Say Fong (: ~
After school was indeed a blast. Won't elaborate more on it and guess what, Im tired. Till then, bye.
