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filled with love and hatred
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I wish my name was Annabelle/Jasmine.
I wish i could be back in Secondary One.
And i wish things won't be the way it is.

Hence, my real name is
Athirah Syazana.
I'm in Secondary Four and taking O's.
But, i wish things wont be the way it is, still.


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Two-two'07 Three-four'08 Aliya Amira Atikah Ayu Faizah Farah Farhan Faris Ferdaus
Ismail Murni Nadiah Nurwul Rohani Shazrul Sheau Jing Stephanie

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Tagboard here okay !

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Sunday, June 24, 2007 ,5:04 PM
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"Baby I will wait for you, if you think I'm fine it just aint true.
I really need you in my life, no matter what I have to do I'll wait for you."

I realise now.
Real love does not exist.
Cinta Monyet is existing all this while, instead.
I shall wait for real love to come.
Later on in life.
:D

Okay, cut the craps.
Lols. ((((((:
Yesterday's story thought me a lesson.
A lesson to sacrifice for the ones you love.
Even without them noticing it.
Let me tell you how the story goes about that made me cry. ):

A poor girl met a handsome guy in a salon.
Ayu met Jay.
Jay thinks that Ayu is suitable for his friend's beauty product.
He gives her a name card of Jef.
Ayu came for the interview.
Jef agrees to take Ayu as his model.
Jay is a photographer.
He takes pictures of ayu.
Tons of it.
He followed ayu everywhere.
They then loved each other.
But Jay didnt have the guts to tell Ayu.
Jef told Jay that he liked ayu and she is the girl for him.
Jay didn't want to hurt his own friend.
He then started to get away from Ayu.
But he still followed everywhere she goes without her knowing.
After the ceremony of the product, Jef told ayu he likes her.
That night, Ayu came to Jay's studio.
She asked Jay why was he running away from her.
Why is he acting so wierdly.
She asked him to let out his feelings.
She knows that he likes her but didnt want to say it.
Ayu then saed , am i not good enuf for you?
am i that ugly?
I like you not Jef.
Jay took 4 very thick photo albums.
Forced her to see every single one of them.
Its full of her photos before she became a popular model.
He saed he liked THAT old ayu. not the new one.
Those photos for her calm him down every single time.
He then walk in to the "picture washing room".
Ayu ran after him.
Then something bad happen.
The acid poured into Ayu's face.
It burned.
She was rushed to the hospital.
And her face was burnt. And she's blind.
Jef was there the whole time with Ayu.
Jay was there too but Ayu just didnt know.
Noone knows he was there.
He hide himself from everybody.
One day, they had an eye donor.
Then Ayu is back to normal. She can see.
Then Jef and Ayu decided to get married.
That afternoon, ayu went shopping.
She walked around and saw this blind man walking with a stick.
It was Jay.
Jay was blind and he hit a tree while walking.
Ayu saw and carry him up.
She found her photo in Jay's hand.
She cried looking at Jay.
She didnt want Jay to notice she was there.
Although Jay was searching for her. Calling her name.
She cried and cant take that fact he was blind.
She then left him there.
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