tht`s it lahhs . gone for good . netball is OVER . but wait , we still have a tournament to catch . well , today was the result . i was really scared lahhs waiting for school to end . den suddenly bell ring . oh shyts . it`s tyme to know the results . we went downstaris to meet up with the rest . den went up to the hall . we waited and waited and waited den here comes mr tng . he saed next year no more netball cca in bgss . so sad seyy . i forced myself not to cry lahhs but after looking at yuhanis beside me crying , i can`t stand it anymore . it`s very very sad to here tht lahhs . yuhanis , masnita , rufini , sakinah & me cried lahhs . why ? because we really LOVEE netball . it`s extremely saddening . yuhanis asked mr tng whether if we won the tournament would they let the netball cca continue ? & he saed it will not change anything . wht he saed make me sadder . i decided not to listen to wht he was talking n i would rather watch them playing badminton in the hall . sakinah and yuhanis tried to ask him whether we can protect the cca in any ways . it`s just not going to change anything . tht is it . i was crying non stop . i can`t stop crying at all . when we were dismissed , we went to the toilet . tht`s when we all started crying like hell . we cried for like 1 1/2 hours or so . all of us were like keeping quiet and trying to control ourselves . den we decided to go to the canteen . when we came to the canteen , faraa approch me . den she ask me wht happen . den i started crying agaen . haiishh . i cant talk about it . SAD LAHHS .
den we went to canteen den blah blah blah . den saw kak naz crying . sad rytes ? alamak .. aiyohss .den we went training with the sec ones . they are so FUNNY lahhs . the way they play made us laugh so hard . den today there`s alot of cca`s going on . theres soccer , canoeing , uniform groups , badminton , concert band & more . den we practise ALOT . den saw dier . dier come for cca . i dun`t really care about dier . just a normal friend . (: den go home tyme , saw dier agaen . dier tempang seyy ! he fell i think during cca . eeshhkk . kesiann . hahs . okayokay . till here . trying to cheer myself up . can anyone help me ? faraa ? ferr ? ayuu ? syaf ? hahas . okayy lahh .

much love ,
athirahh